Sorrydays

I'm searching for clues in my head
Of what I have lost on the way
For days that I wasted away
For reasons I failed to explain
I would tell my love that I'm always sorry
But words don't come out like I expect to present
Again I'm trapped in a maze
I know this might be a dead end
I could just sit and regret
I s ould just ignore the fence
But thoughts that caught up in my throat, I only speak when I'm alone
Sometimes there's no place to hide, so I have to disguise