FML

Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point
有時我感覺我已經到達了那個讓我精神崩潰的臨界點
Im on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope
我站在哭泣的邊緣然而我本應奮起抗爭
Im still searching for that missing part to fill the void
我仍然在尋找那個失落的部分來填補內心的空虛
But I dont know if that is even within my control
但是我不知道這一切是否在我的控制之下
People keep telling me how proud they are of my success
人們一直告訴我他們對我的成功感到多麼驕傲
While Im just standing there sure its cool Im still depressed
就在我站在那裡仍感到蕭條壓抑的時候
I just feel pain, going insane feels like Im barely here
我感受到痛苦，發瘋，似乎我只是勉強站在這裡
Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again
想要回頭找到真我得以重獲新生
I dont sleep anymore
我不再睡去
Dont even eat anymore, dont wanna breathe anymore
我食不下嚥，不再想要呼吸
Laying awake, another sleepless night
在又一個失眠的晚上無謂地躺著
My mind is racing wont shut up, just saying **** my life
我的腦子在永不停息地轉動叫囂，說著：“去你媽的生活吧！”
Dreaming in a world that I cant see
幻想著一個我看不見的世界
Maybe in another life
也許在另一個生活中
I will find an inner peace
我會找到內心的平靜
A place where I am free
一個讓我感到真正自由的淨土
I wanna scream out loud
我想要放聲尖叫
Nothings what it used to be
沒有什麼會是它曾經的樣子
Theres a war inside my mind
我的腦海裡有一場戰爭
But Im not the enemy
但我不是敵人
My mind is racing wont shut up , just saying **** my life
我的腦子在永不停息地轉動叫囂，說著：“去你媽的生活吧！ ”
Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point
有時我感覺我已經到達了那個讓我精神崩潰的臨界點
Im on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope
我站在哭泣的邊緣然而我本應奮起抗爭
Im still searching for that missing part to fill the void
我仍然在尋找那個失落的部分來填補內心的空虛
But I dont know if that is even within my control
但是我不知道這一切是否在我的控制之下
People keep telling me how proud they are of my success
人們一直告訴我他們對我的成功感到多麼驕傲
While Im just standing there sure its cool Im still depressed
就在我站在那裡仍感到蕭條壓抑的時候
I just feel pain, going insane feels like Im barely here
我感受到痛苦，發瘋，我真的只是勉強站在這裡啊
Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again
我想要返璞歸真尋回真我以重獲新生
Dreaming in a world that I cant see
幻想著一個我看不見的世界
Maybe in another life
也許在另一個生活中
I will find an inner peace
我會找到內心的平靜
A place where I am free
一個讓我感到真正自由的淨土
I wanna scream out loud
我想要放聲尖叫
Nothings what it used to be
沒有什麼會是它曾經的樣子
Theres a war inside my mind
我的腦海裡有一場戰爭
But Im not the enemy
但我不是敵人
My mind is racing wont shut up, just saying **** my life
我的腦子在永不停息地轉動叫囂，說著：“去你媽的生活吧！”
Heres to another day of waking up just to go back to bed
在又一個應該醒來的早晨回到床上吧
Just to go back to bed
就回去吧
My mind is racing wont shut up, just saying **** my life
我的腦子在永不停息地轉動叫囂，說著：“去你媽的生活吧！ ”