See Me as I Am

I want you to see me as I am
I want you to need me like I want you
I want you to know I understand
How it felt for each time that I hurt you girl
And Im so alone and it feels like
Nothing helps (no it feels like nothing)
And I still cant stand to see you and someone else (no, no, no)
When I glow up dont you think Ill forget the way you show love
Were nothing like we said that wed be when we grow up
Im filled with doubt and Im tired of betting on my own luck
I needed reasons to believe that I can maintain
Until I met you and I learned you felt the same thing
And showed me that Im not alone
No matter what things they might say today
You cant make me end my life that way
I need to put my soul at ease, wont you be my soul to squeeze?
Dont know what this means I just need some clarity
Once I find my way Ill be in a brighter place
I know what it takes this might be the only way to go on
Im in my own way everything is so wrong
But Ill be okay I know that youll hold on with me
Imperfectly thats fine with me
Come ride with me
I want you to see me as I am
I want you to need me like I want you
I want you to know I understand
I would fail for each time that I hurt you girl
And Im so alone and it feels like
Nothing helps (no it feels like nothing)
And I still cant stand to see you and someone else (no, no, no)
Look
When I blow up I hope you see my face
And that you know love thatyou still have a
Place inside my soul But I know youll be replaced
I couldnt find escape, I had to relocate
You took my peace from me uh, gave the least to me uh
Had me wrapped around your finger, got the lease from me uh
I was housing all this doubt she paid the lease for me
Sold me out, she want to clout, she brought the beast out me
Im in the basement pacing uh, flipping through yearbook pages
Know that Im trying to hate you uh, but I dont have the patience
Im on the Gram, Im with my mans, Im in Japan
Im with the fans hopping out vans, getting the bands
But Im just faking face it
Momma say dont kiss and tell but I dont listen well
She said she still love sick, I said I guess I wish you well
She wanted knight in shining armor in a fairy tale
Reality just ripped the wings right off of Tinkerbell
I want you to see me as I am
I want you to need me like I want you
I want you to know I understand
I would fail for each time that I hurt you girl
And Im so alone and it feels like
Nothings helps (no it feels like nothing)
And I still cant stand to see you and someone else (no, no, no)