version of me

I never really told the truth
To anyone and the reasons why
I always tend to disappear
But lately
Its been harder to hide behind
This picture of me
And as time goes by
I realize
Its too much for me to carry
Dont have the words
But I need to talk about it
I know I do, I know I do
Dont have the words
But I keep thinking about it
Its all I do, its all I do
Cause Im tired of this make believe
And Im running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
Im so tired of this make believe
And Im running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
I promise
If I could figure out whats wrong
Id put it into a song
And perfectly articulate
Whats been going on
I wish it could be that easy
And I wish I had all the answers
But I dont even know if
Im asking the right questions
Dont have the words
But I need to talk about it
I know I do, I know I do
Dont have the words
But I keep thinking about it
Its all I do, its all I do
Cause Im tired of this make believe
And Im running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
Im so tired of this make believe
And Im running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
I changed so many times
I dont know the difference between
A lie and the truth
And I dont know which version of me
Is standing here in front of you, oh
Cause Im tired of this make believe
And Im running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
Im so tired of this make believe
And Im running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
Cause I dont have the words
But I keep thinking about it
No, I dont have the words
For what Im going through
Im going through
Im going through