Tell me why everything you do is so predictable
You just turned your head to me because I look so miserable
I don't need compassion baby
I don't want your empathy
I know that you **** with me but I don't want no wannabes
Around me
Shadows keep surrounding me
No sun exposure still I grow, I live off misery
And the life you claim makes no sense just keep
Ignoring the distortion maybe you can vanish happily
Who polluted us
Inhaling hatred and mistrust
Some don't even know we're falling
Thanks to ataraxic drugs
Exhaling all my hope
I wish I could show
My potential
My intentions
Yeah but I feel like should go
One past six in the morning got a gun to my head
One movement of that trigger and I'd be dead
So gone, something I don't want right now yah
I still got some *******t to do
My life may be despicable
But I'm still living for the truth
For every one that listens to
My words
Yeah it hurts so much
To see the world fall
Losing all my confidence
Afar I hear the reapers call
Parasitic mindset
I wish I could find rest
Ignorance is bliss
But I'm so far away from finding it