Wish I Had

Yeah
Thought about it before I did it, I really wish I had
I really wish I had, I really wish I had
I really wish I werent so sad
Michael Jacksons bad
Rob him wit no mask, yeah
Cut his throat with glass, yeah
Stuck in my ways, in way too deep
It took a lot of pain and heartbreak just for me to see
Im sorry mama, Im cleanin my closet, Ima be gone this week
Im sorry mama, Im cleanin my closet, Ima be gone this week
*****s rap bout it, but they dont even know the half
They dont even know the half
They dont even know the half
You was never in them trenches with me gettin that fast cash
Gettin that fast cash
Gettin that fast cash (yeah)
***** Hollywood, ***** Im in the hood forever, hmm
Mama say Im foolish, mama know she taught me better, ay
Streets made me numb, save your tears, please dont shed em, ay
Nina on my hip, get it poppin like a kettle
Free my daddy, free my brother, free my other brothers too
This for all my young *****s who been really goin through it
I was locked up, 5 months, and aint nobody ride but you
Mama cared, If no one else cared, no this aint the truth
Yeah
Thought about it before I did it, I really wish I had
I really wish I had, I really wish I had
I really wish I werent so sad
Michael Jacksons bad
Rob him wit no mask, yeah
Cut his throat with glass, yeah
Stuck in my ways, in way too deep
It took a lot of pain and heartbreak just for me to see
Im sorry mama, Im cleanin my closet, Ima be gone this week
Im sorry mama, Im cleanin my closet, Ima be gone this week
I know it kill my daddy one day, he show no support
He took his own course, now he up the road, north (yeah)
He aint even show up to court
But Im a bigger sport (sport)
Still love that little bitty whore (whore)
Im still your second little boy (ahh)
I mean no disrespect, but mama, this is how I feel (feel)
Why you out here lookin for love, I heard that love kills
I got so much money,
Ill make a change in your life for real (yah)
Be your knight in shining armour like Im made of steel (ahh)
I feel like Jodye, her baby boy, yeah
Tell me grow up, cant play with toys, yeah
I got a little son, had to make a choice, yeah
Should I use my head, should I use my voice, yeah
And you was the first one to tell me
You gon die, go to jail, playin in these streets
Had to see it for myself cause I aint believe
Ive been goin through the system since I was 15 (yeah)
Thought about it before I did it, I really wish I had
I really wish I had, I really wish I had
I really wish I werent so sad
Michael Jacksons bad
Rob him wit no mask, yeah
Cut his throat with glass, yeah
Stuck in my ways, in way too deep
It took a lot of pain and heartbreak just for me to see
Im sorry mama, Im cleanin my closet, Ima be gone this week
Im sorry mama, Im cleanin my closet, Ima be gone this week