grave of the fireflies

I'm terrified of my own mind,
我害怕自己的思想
mentally tied up and confined
精神上被束縛禁錮
Always feeling like it's too much pressure,
總覺得泰山壓頂
I think i'd rather be alone forever
我想我寧願永遠孤身一人
I lie awake in bed and weep.
清醒著臥床而泣
I clench my fists and grip my sheets
攥緊拳頭，緊握床單
Always feeling like it's too much pressure,
總覺得泰山壓頂
I think i'd rather be alone forever
我想我寧願永遠孤身一人
I can't tell you how I feel inside.
我無法告訴你內心的感受
Makes me wanna run and hide
讓我想要逃跑躲藏
Cut every tie I have and crawl under the floor
剪碎我每條領帶，然後爬到地板下
Why must every time I make a stride does
為什麼每次我要邁步前進
it feel like i 'm taking two steps backwards?
都感覺像是後退了兩步呢
But it doesn't matter...
但這已經無關緊要
i'm so used to feeling shattered ...
我早已習慣崩潰
My nightmares have names,
我的噩夢們都有名字
the pills keep them at bay..
藥片能讓他們遠離
but they're the only ones who kept my company
但只有他們能陪伴我
The heart knows what it wants
內心知道自己想要什麼
but doubt and volatile reservations often overshadow this. ..
但懷疑和反复無常的保留往往使這一點黯然失色
I've been wondering what it'd feel like to die.
我一直在想，死了會是什麼感受
Will I still make it past twenty-five?
我還能撐過25歲嗎
Trying to hold onto the present,
試圖抓住現在
simple joys keep me rooted
簡單的快樂讓我堅定
but I've got this penchant for defeat
但我有失敗的嗜好
Step off the ledge,
邁出窗台
momentarily fly...
這一瞬自由飛翔...
I can't tell you how I feel inside.
我無法告訴你內心的感受
Makes me wanna run and hide
讓我想要逃跑躲藏
Cut every tie I have and crawl under the floor
剪碎我每條領帶，然後爬到地板下
Why must every time I make astride does
為什麼每次我要邁步前進
it feel like i'm taking two steps backwards?
都感覺像是後退了兩步呢
But it doesn't matter...
但這已經無關緊要
i'm so used to feeling shattered...
我早已習慣崩潰