mirror (feat. dion dugas)

又一天已經快要結束了
Another day has come to an end
又是一個不眠之夜
Another night ill stay up again
我盯著天花板
Locking eyes with my ceiling
死神已經來了，但我還不想走
The reaper's here but i dont wanna go
告訴自己去睡覺，但我的眼睛不會閉上的
Telling me to sleep but my eyes wont close
我想放縱這種感覺
I wanna let go of this feeling
但我仍然沉迷於我空虛的過去
But i'm still attached to my vacant past
我一點也不理解
I dont understand at all
我根本不懂
No i dont understand at all
但當我嘗試去笑的時候
But when i try to laugh
就會回到我根本不在乎的時候
It takes me back to when i didnt care at all
我希望我根本不在乎
I wish i didnt care at all
因為當我看著鏡子時
Cuz when i look in the mirror
鏡子裡的我讓我噁心
The reflection makes me sick
我希望我能看得更清楚
I wish that i could see it clearer
但我的頭仍然沉在水里
But my heads still in the sink
有時候我會恨我自己
And some nights i hate myself
有時候我又覺得我比任何人都要好
Some days i think im bеtter than everybody еlse
真搞不懂自己
No, i dont get myself
（我不懂自己）
(I don't get myself)
錯過了
Missing
我一直被這個任務繞著圈子跑
Ive been running in a circle on a mission
陷入塵土，讓我如此遙遠
Falling in the dirt, got me so distant
學著如何應對
Learning how to cope
讓我保持陶醉
Got me holding on to the ecstasy
你在我身旁的幻影
Phantoms of you next to me
我這次要全力以赴
Are going to wear me out this time
我一直在努力，但你只留下遺憾
And i've been reaching over, but you only left regrets
每個人現在都在經歷這一切
Everybody's going through it now
我堅持著我後悔的東西
Im holding on to what i regret
每個人現在都在經歷這一切啊
Everybody's going through it now
我卻堅持著我後悔的東西
I'm holding on to what i regret
當我看著鏡子時
Cuz when i look in the mirror
鏡子裡的我讓我噁心
The reflection makes me sick
我希望我能看得更清楚
I wish that i could see it clearer
但我的頭仍然沉在水里
But my heads still in the sink
有些夜晚我會恨我自己
And some nights i hate myself
有些時候我又覺得我比任何人都要好
Some days i think im better than everybody else
真搞不懂自己
No, i dont get myself
（我不懂自己）
(I don't get myself)