happy. (feat. 釈迦坊主)

Wake up every morning wish the day would end
long nights got me overthinking everything
Im getting used the pain i start to feel numb
tell me what I gotta do to feel alright
mama told me that it's alright
but its not so i drank oh no
I dont understand what youre saying till Im sober
will you say it again when its over
Ive been trying to search for angels fighting demons
I think Ive found happiness in self destruction
living hell depressed oh **** Im overthinking
too scared to show no i dont wanna spill my weakness
anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but Idont think i can quit my addiction
Im so happy
oh what a wonderful life
Im so happy
oh what a wonderful life
these nights Im lost in my head
I dont know when to get out
she might be ****ing someone else
while Im alone in my bed
hallelujah jesus save us hands together
Im on my knees again praying
hoping that youll be there when I come down
cant ****ing take this will you chase me
when I run out
Living hell depressed, oh **** Im overthinking
Too scared to show, no, I dont wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit, but I dont think I can quit my addiction
Im so happy
oh what a wonderful life
Im so happy
oh what a wonderful life
悲しくなんかないんだ
いつだって俺はhighだ
パパは俺よりdrugを愛してる
ママ泣いてる
パパはいつも泣いてるママを毆ってる
泣いてる
地元なんかいらないから
何処かへ逃げようよ
何処かへ逃げようよ
東京二人暮らそうよ
幸せに暮らそうよ
気付いたら俺は業の最中にいた
お父さんが好きだったアレがもっと欲しい
ごめんママもう
Living hell depressed, oh **** Im overthinking
Too scared to show, no, I dont wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit, but I dont think I can quit my addiction
Living hell depressed, oh **** Im overthinking
Too scared to show, no, I dont wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit, but I dont think I can quit my addiction
So happy(My addiction)
What a wonderful life
Oh what a wonderful life