right now

Girl I see you over here, but your man is over there, I can see him calling you right now
女孩我看到你了但你的現任正在呼喚你我只能在原地觀望
There ain' t no love in the air, you don't really fu*king care
你並不在乎你們看起來毫無情人的氛圍
You're just feeling kinda lonely
即使你內心孤獨
Girl tell me if I'm wrong, that you've been right all along
如果我錯了從前的你便一定正確嗎？
Please just tell me what you feel right now
有了他的陪伴 你難道不該仍舊感到無可言說的寂寞嗎？
Tell me right now
現在對我說實話好嗎？
I'm faded I'm jaded, I'm falling apart
我在尋找真相的路上疲憊不堪心也四分五裂
Got me all up in my feelings we fight in the car
我們經常在旅途中為了一些小事爭執不休
Are you gonna miss me when I'm dead?
如果我徹底從世上消失你會不會想起我為你所做的一切？
And look for me when I go M.I.A?
或者在我去邁阿密時奔赴前來找我？
I know that you gone say “there ain't no way”
我知道你用“我們已經回不去了”來拒絕我
But I just wanna get you out my head, my head
但是我無法克制地想你意識被你佔據
Lately I've been passing time
最近總是麻木地註視時間流逝
With a bottle of wine
連杯中紅酒也倒映著你的影子
Are we done for now?
我們是真的結束了吧？
Maybe I just need some company
可能我只是陷入了暫時性的孤獨
Cuz I got nobody where you should've been
因為我再沒碰上一個如你這般的人
But I'm done of trying
但我不想耗費精力繼續找了
I just wanna go back home tonight
今晚我只想回到還留有你氣息的房間
You said you're into me
你說你走進了我的內心
Turned to my enemy
驅散我的痛苦
Think of what could've been
想起我們過去給未來畫的藍圖
Think of a wedding ring
想起我們白頭偕老的婚姻誓言
But you stabbed my back left me out in the cold
但你背叛了我剩我一人在這徒留回憶的冰窖中
You'd rather aim for nothing walking blind with no goal
你總是搖擺不定按意願行事
Said one thing just a minute ago
心思難以捉摸
Quick to change your mind feelslike I've been here before
我總是在適應你快速轉變的想法
Deja vu when I stare at your soul
當我觸碰到你的靈魂好似一見如故
The old one took mine away when she walked out my door
她離開的同時帶走了靠著愛意積極生活的我
The hate, getting stronger every day that I live
從那天起我的惱恨一直不可遏止地滋長
Too late, ain't no saving me so just let me be
現在說什麼都為時已晚那就到此為止吧
Depression finna takes me by 24
抑鬱充斥著我的24歲
There's no point, just let me go
讓我離開吧停留在這裡毫無意義
Away, I got no place that I can call home
找不到讓我想與她共度一生的人
The rain, pouring harder than I used to know
大約是情感作祟雨點敲打的聲音好像比以往更強烈
The pain, feeling much worse now I cannot cope
我不能直面這逐漸加深的痛苦
So imma let go hope nobody catch my fall
所以我放棄面對了自願墜入深淵沒人可以挽救
Lately I've been passing time
最近總是麻木地註視時間流逝
With a bottle of wine
連杯中紅酒也倒映著你的影子
Are we done for now?
我們是真的結束了吧？
Maybe I just need some company
可能我只是需要有誰給我溫暖和陪伴吧
Cuz I got nobody where you should've been
或許是因為任何人都不能夠替代你
But I'm done of trying
怎麼辦呢自你走後我實在對其他女孩毫無耐心
I just wanna go back home tonight
今晚我想讓情緒肆意蔓延為了在夢裡見你一面