Thumbs

You hung up the phone
你將電話掛斷
And I asked you what was wrong
我問你發生了什麼
Your dad has come to town
你父親要來鎮上
Hed like to meet
想約你見一面
I said 'You dont have to see him'
我說你不必答應他
But for whatever reason you cant tell him no
但你還是沒法回絕

So we meet him at a bar
我們約在一個酒吧和他見面
You were holding my hand hard
你抓緊我的手
He ordered rum and coke
他點了朗姆酒和可樂
I cant drink either anymore
但我壓根兒沒心思喝
He hadnt seen you since the fifth grade
五年級後他就沒見過你
Now youre nineteen and youre five-eight
現在你十九歲一米七三的個子
He said 'Honey, you sure look great
他說“親愛的你看起來不錯嘛
Do you get the checks I send on your birthday?'
有收到你生日那天我寄的支票嗎”
I would kill him
只要你不反對
If you let me
我會殺了他
I would kill him
很簡單不必囉嗦
Quick and easy
我可以現在就殺了他
Your nails are digging
你的手指按在我的膝蓋上
Into my knee
指甲刺痛了我
I dont know
我很不理解
How you keep smiling
你為何還能笑臉相迎
I lovе your eyes
我喜歡你的眼眸
And he has thеm
他也有類同的一雙
But you have his
是你有著他的眼眸
Cause he was first
因為你的面容拜他所賜
I imagine my thumbs on the irises
我想像著我的手指放在他的虹膜上
Pressing in until they burst
壓下去直到兩隻眼珠破裂
I clear my throat
我清了清嗓子
And say we ought to get home
說我們該回家了
He offers us a ride
他說他可以送我們
I reply 'No, thats alright'
我回答說“不用了謝謝”
When we leave
我們離開的時候
You feel him watching
你可以感受到他一直在望著你
So we walk a mile in the wrong direction
我們便朝著錯誤的方向走了一里
I would kill him
只要你不反對
If you let me
我會殺了他
I would kill him
很簡單不必囉嗦
Quick and easy
我可以現在就殺了他
Your nails are digging
你的手指按在我的膝蓋上
Into my knee
指甲刺痛了我
I dont know
我真的不理解
How you keep smiling
你怎麼還能笑臉相迎
I dont know
我不明白
How you keep smiling
你為何還笑得出來
I dont know
我實在想不通
How you keep smiling
你為何一點怨氣都沒有

I wanna take your face between my hands and say
我想用雙手捧起你的臉
'You two are connected by pure coincidence
跟你說“你們此生相遇純粹巧合
Bound to him by blood, but baby, its all relative
一切全靠血液維繫
Youve been in his fist ever since you were a kid
從孩提之時你就被他牢牢束鎖著
You dont owe him shit even if he said you did
即使他說你欠他你也不必關顧
You dont owe him shit even if he said you did'
你真的不欠他別在乎他怎麼說”