Sound The Alarms

Im choked up with just a minute to go
I think I ****ed up I need a miracle
This aint a feeling, that Ive felt before
I let my face turn blue cause Im pitiful
I lye awake, face new days on little sleep
I try to think but honestly it gets the best of me
For what its worth I tried and gave you my everything
I feel complacent, sound the alarms Im giving up
On this I hate it, when all is said and done Im not enough
I feel complacent, sound the alarms
But you were never right from the start
Its got me thinking , is life worth living (Woah)
Just barely breathing, yet sinking further below
I wont let this sickness become my weakness no more
Ill just keep it secret so no one will ever know
That you brought our the worst in me
I think its better than suffering
Now turn the lights down low
Now turn the lights down low
Wont let this sickness become my weakness
I feel complacent , sound the alarms Im giving up
On this I hate it, when all is said and done Im not enough
I feel complacent, sound the alarms
But you were never right from the start
How youre coming to grips with it, its so surreal, so surreal to me
How youre coming to grips with it, its so surreal, so surreal to me
How youre coming to grips with it, its so surreal, so surreal to me
For what its worth I tried and gave you my everything