million years ago

I only wanted to have fun
Learning to fly learning to run
I let my heart decide the way
When I was young
Deep down I must have always known
That this would be inevitable
To earn my stripes Id have to pay
When I was young
I know Im not the only one
Who regrets the things theyve done
Sometimes I just feel its only me
Who cant stand the reflection that they see
I wish I could live a little more
Look up to the sky not just the floor
Sometimes I just feel its only me
And all I can do is watch and cry
I miss the air I miss my friends
I miss my mother I miss it when
Life was a party to be thrown
But that was a million years ago