LIFE AS A MOUSE

You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized
They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse
You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized
They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse
I feel bad when I think about me
And all the bad things that I wear proudly
And everybody says that I'm fine and they love me
But they never call me, so its really **** me
Maybe its because I didn't graduate, yea I got my GED
I ain't wanna have to wait, I left school at 17,
Put my mom thru hell and back
She never gave up on me, but she coulda turned her back
Everybody in my family all questioned her sanity,
Asking her why would she let me do that now she mad at me,
All about the change, how come I ain't on the radio?
I jus tell em chill I'm still workin I ain't made it tho
They all turn they back, make me think I'm trash
Take a **** on every single song I send they ass
They don't like the words they don't think its neat
They ain't really listen, they just hearing beats
Yeah they hate I'm dreamin, I just think they reason
Is they don know who I am and they can't believe it
In my head I'm screamin, lost and barely breathin
All I wanted was support they just became my demons
You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized
They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse
You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized
They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse
I chose the hardest path
Or did it choose me?
My girl scared
Because she don't wanna lose me
I feel sick chest pains
I got blue feet
Cold sweats, chills
And its hard to breathe
Every night can't sleep
I get night mares
Closed eyes, switchin sides
Seein my fears
Is it dreamin or reality
Which one is it actually?
Or **** maybe both is what it has to be
I ain't understand perscriptions till I had some
I ain't understand additions till I had one
I ain't understand depression till it grabbed me
Me and anxiety walk together gladly
Me and sadness link on the week ends
Suicidal thoughts are with me till the week ends
Insecurities and silence be the death of me
Lonliness and isolation got the rest of me
But the one thing I'll never understand
Is I why I can't quit, when I always say I can
How I'm always sad, well one main reason
Is I all I wanted was support but all I got was demons
You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized
They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse
You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized
They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse