Smile Through It All

Although its tough, when growing up I was a pretty normal kid
雖然家境困難，我還是成為了一個相當普通的孩子
Im old enough to realize that my family had more to give
直到長大我才意識到家人本可以給予我更多
We couldnt afford a lot but I kept on ignoring it
我們付不起太多債，而我一直在試著忽略
And would I make it? my basement is where Im recording in
你覺得我能做到嗎？在地下室錄下所有歌
Im depending on a dream and if Id ever score it big
這全憑我的夢想，如果我曾異想天開
They believe on what it seems but I aint even close to it
他們只相信表面上看到的，甚至連靠近一點都不願意
Im focusing on what I do, not caring if they notice it
專注於現在的事，才不管有沒有人看見
Im composing my life story, all the highs and lows in it
撰寫我的人生，所有高潮和低谷
My family was doing good, Im riding bikes around the block
我的家庭真TM棒
But coming home to mom and dad and the fighting never stopped
騎車穿過整個街區，回到家就只看到父母無盡的爭吵
And it already begun, my father was getting drunk
早就開始了，父親喝醉了在家裡砸東西
Breaking things around the house, telling my mom to pick it up
然後讓我媽再撿起來
I would be laying on my bed, hearing the yelling through the walls
而我就躺在床上聽牆那邊的爭吵
It was small in the beginning now I couldnt take it at all
開始我還能笑著面對，而現在我快要崩潰了
And Im preparing to fall and why is this happening?
我準備想跳樓，你問為什麼？
Drastically, actually this life was after me
顯然生活變成這樣，都是因為有了我
I just wanna live a life with no stress
我想過著無憂無慮的生活
Success is just a mile away, I look for better days
隨隨便便就能成功的生活
Even if they hate you, just gotta smile through it all
即使他們恨你，一笑置之
Just be grateful, you just gotta smile through it all
要感謝他們，一笑置之
Im doing well so thanks for your help
我做的很好，謝謝你的“幫助”
I do it for myself for nobody else
我為自己，不為別人
And I owe to myself, I just gotta smile through it all
我只欠我自己的
Just smile through it all, just smile through it all
笑一笑就完事了，笑一笑就完事了
It was clear, Its been a couple of years since it has been this way
很明顯，這樣的生活持續了好幾年
I look away but it was the same thing, different day
不同的日期，同樣的事情
Little things got me in trouble and I would get it bad
一些小事我都做不好，還會做的更糟
And I hated you and I aint sorry, just forget it dad
爸，我恨你，沒有一點對不起，快把我忘了吧
And its sad having a kid who doesnt like you
真可悲啊，沒有一個孩子像你
Dad I would never wanna be just like you
我也從不想變成你
Youd beat me with whatever that you can find
你見我一次打一次
And with mom, the people knew, its nothing that you could hide
而鄰居都知道，你在我媽面前什麼都藏不住
I was only 13 and I would come home a little lately
我13歲就很晚回家
Try to hurt me now, I grew up and I was in your face
現在還想傷害我？我已經長大了！
Looking in your eyes, I decided to take a stand
看看你的眼睛，我決定留下點什麼
Damn you were surprised, thats when I became a man
操！我成長為一個男人的時候你是如此驚訝
You told me to try to hit you and I punched you in your mouth
你告訴我你想打你自己，我就一拳打在你嘴上
And I was out, packed my things and I was running out the house
然後走人，收拾好東西跑出房子
On my own, I thank mom for being my backbone
在我離家出走的幾個月裡，感謝媽媽一直支持著我
I was gone for a month, you wanted me back home but Im gone
她想讓我回去，但我還是決定永遠離開這裡
I just wanna live a life with no stress
我想過著無憂無慮的生活
Success is just a mile away, I look for better days
隨隨便便就能成功的生活
Even if they hate you, just gotta smile through it all
即使他們恨你，一笑置之
Just be grateful, you just gotta smile through it all
要感謝他們，一笑置之
Im doing well so thanks for your help
我做的很好，謝謝你的“幫助”
I do it for myself for nobody else
我為自己，不為別人
And I owe to myself, I just gotta smile through it all
我只欠我自己的
Just smile through it all, just smile through it all
笑一笑就完事了，笑一笑就完事了
Just smile through it all
一笑置之
Even if they hate you
即使他們恨你
Look, aint nobody can replace you
聽著，沒有人能取代你
Just smile through it all
一笑置之
Yeah they can be fake too
他們都假惺惺的
You got your life, just be grateful
要對生活充滿感激
Just smile through it all
一笑置之
Even if they hate you
即使他們恨你
What they say cant break you
他們說的話並不能打敗你
Just smile through it all
一笑置之
Just be grateful
心懷感激
Just smile through it all
笑一笑就完事了
Just smile through it all
笑一笑就完事了
You and mom gotta divorce, I was happy hearing the news
你跟媽媽離婚了，我聽到這個消息的時候很開心
I didnt know a lot before, now Im fearing the truth
我以前不知道，但現在想想就怕
The last day before you went, you came and cried to me
你去世的前一天找到我還向我哭泣
And I didnt pay no mind when you said goodbye to me
你說再見的時候我並不是沒有註意到
The whole family left you, I wanted to forget you
整個家庭都拋棄你，我想忘掉你
Now I feel a guilt in my stomach and Im regretful
我現在只感到內疚和悔恨
I stopped following rules, I dropped right outta school
不遵守規定，主動輟學
Hanging with the wrong crowd, I thought that Iwas cool
和假朋友混在一起，覺得自己很酷
And when I was 17, I just gave up, I couldnt do it 17
歲時快要放棄自己的人生
Life was * ***** up and my music would help me through it
但是音樂救了我
Truth is, I miss the family we once had
其實我很想念以前的家
When we supported each other, something I want back
當我們支持彼此時，我想要回點東西
And its been 5 years since you were once here
畢竟我在那里呆了5年
I wanted to make it clear, your voice I wanna hear
我想讓你知道，我想再聽見你的聲音
I would look at your number and pick the phone up
我想給你打電話
I wanted to let you know, your son has grown up
我想讓你知道，你的兒子已經長大了
I just wanna live a life with no stress
我想過著無憂無慮的生活
Success is just a mile away, I look for better days
隨隨便便就能成功的生活
Even if they hate you, just gotta smile through it all
即使他們恨你，笑著面對
Just be grateful, you just gotta smile through it all
要感謝他們，笑著挺過來
Im doing well so thanks for your help
我做的“很好”，謝謝你的幫助
I do it for myself for nobody else
我為自己，不為別人
And I owe to myself, I just gotta smile through it all
我只欠我自己的
Just smile through it all, just smile through it all
笑著挺過來，笑著挺過來
Its kinda ****** up, having your whole family leave you
真TM操蛋，整個家庭都離你而去
We all make mistakes, the same for all people
我們犯過錯，每個人都是
And I was always aware of my surroundings
我總是過分在意周圍的環境
Always getting grounded, didnt care cuz I was childish
總是依賴他們，沒有意識到我的幼稚
I went through the same, I feel the pain cuz you were labelled
經歷同樣的事情，感受被貼上標籤的痛苦
You still played a role putting the food on the table
你仍是把飯菜端到桌子上的那個人
After you left, it was hard to be stable
你走之後，我的情緒很難穩定
And the man I am now, I admit that I dont hate you dad
現在這個男人已經不再恨他的父親了
To be honest if you were here, I would take you back
說實話如果你還在，我不想讓你走
And I hate the fact that I made mom pick a side
我狠我讓媽媽只能選擇一邊
Forget the pride, sick inside, I aint proud of what I done
忘掉那些榮耀，其實內心充滿痛苦，我所做的一點都不驕傲
The fam was pretty good but I was stupid and I f*cked it up
家庭真的挺好，我才是真TM棒的那個
This song I wrote is something for me to show
這首歌我想告訴你
Im a man now cuz you werent there to see me grow
我現在是真正的男人，但成長的過程你不在身邊
Something you didnt know and Im letting out my story
有些事情你不知道，你再也不會出現在我的故事裡
Cuz I ****** everything up and I regret it and
因為我把一切都毀了，還有
Im sorry dad
爸爸，對不起