Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Life can be so temporary
Lost myself today its scary
Lately you been on my mind
Someone take this pain and Ill go blind
I wanna know why you had to leave so soon
Keep reading through the messages I always do
Still question if I couldve ever pulled you through
Trying not to follow suit
I promise its killing me slowly
So many friends and Im lonely
Nothing is right, theres never a night
That I do not think bout us smoking up on the top of the town house
Fying so high
But Im down now
I dont want no one around now
All of these tears have me drowned out
The hearse was when it hurt like
I been knew you werent right
Even in my worst nights
Ive never felt the curse like
My own life is secondary
This was not your first time
Know you tried a couple times
Thats what **** s with my mind
I dont wanna die
But I dont feel like living either
I will pay the price
If you can just give me one reason
I dont wanna die
But this dont feel like living either
I will pay the price
If you can just give me one reason
Life can be so temporary
Lost myself today its scary
Lately you been on my mind
Someone take this pain and Ill go blind
I wanna know why you had to leave so soon
Keep reading through the messages I always do
Still question if I ever couldve pulled you through
Trying not to follow suit
Its definitely killing me slowly, questioning whether its phony
Every night Im wondering why Im here without one of the homies
Maybe its just not my time yet
Up all night maybe Im up next
Or maybe Im just feeling upset so I regret
All of the things that went unsaid
I know I shouldnt blame myself but its too late
But this aint what he would ever want, dont wanna see you fade
To black cause that what has been happening you have to relocate
To a place where you can love yourself and love your ****ing mate
For the person that he was
Not the person that he aint
You have a tendency to cry but no one
Can ever be blamed
This is life and that is death
Whats important is the brain
In the end when nothings left at least
Your mind will stay the same
I dont wanna die
But this dont feel like living either
Im not gone pay the price
Even though I know that theres a reason
I dont wanna die
But this dont feel like living either
Im not gon pay the price
Even though I know that theres a reason
Life can be so temporary
Lost myself today its scary
Lately you been on my mind
Someone take this pain and Ill go blind
I wanna know why you had to leave so soon
Keep reading through the messages I always do
Still question if I couldve ever pulled you through
But I will never follow suit