Late Nights & Heartbreak

Why do I find it so hard to love you?
When I know in my heart that I want to?
Ive been putting you down when you arent around
Im letting you down every day
Ive been messing around when youre out of town
Why do I keep on running away?
Im a part time lover and Im never there
I find it hard to believe you dont want it to end
Ill be changing my tune when you walk in the room
Ill be fixing the look on my face
Im gonna get close to you, give my loving to you
At least until youre going away
I know that Im not good
Im never gonna treat you like I should
Ive heard that all of the boys think youre crazy
When I treat you so bad, why do you want me?
Ive heard that all of the girls are starting to hate me
For stealing your heart and treating you badly
It doesnt hurt anymore when you walk through the door
I forget every word that you said
And I cant put you down when no one else is around
And when youre gone, youre getting replaced
I know that Im not good
Im never gonna treat you, never gonna treat you like I should
Im a part time lover