Imperfect Flower

Sunshine gon come with rainy days,
Codiene take the pain away
Kobe at the three, while down by two,
Dwayne gon fade away
I know they hate I made a way,
For my ****** I paved a way
Im at the top, they at the bottom starvin
Guess that mean its safe to say
That I really came from the trenches
They throwin dirt on top my name,
I got no love for these b*****s
**** all the cameras and the fame,
I came in for the riches
This Crip s**t runnin in my veins,
Ask the Lord for forgiveness
Just had a talk with Tim mama,
She say Im an idol and I lead the way
She know this gun not in my title,
For my life she hit her knees and pray
She know that ****** want me dead,
Thats why this Smith & Wesson on my waist
She hate the fact that Im a Crip,
I throw my Cs up them heavyweights
It aint no love inside my heart,
I left my feelings drowning in a lake
I put my trust inside an envelope,
Then mailed it to another state
They tryna judge me by my lifestyle,
Plus these tats thats on my ****** face
But Im a live this ****** lifestyle
From the cradle to the ****** grave
How do you know when you love someone?
When deep down in your soul you cant love no one
When you done done so much, you cant trust no one
I feel Im walkin down the wrong road
How do you know when you love someone?
When deep down in your soul you cant love no one
When you done done so much, you cant trust no one
I feel Im walkin down the wrong road
Standin in court, look back, my mama cryin
Like 'Son, I told you this so many times'
Judge told me speak before I caught my time
Taught me a lesson, true love hard to find
Juvenile prison where the biz is Belly
Locked up, caught grippin with no commissary
Livin in hell, pray to the missionary
Stuck in the cell when my grandma got buried
Bloody t-shirts to obituaries
I seen them fold in different situations
I seen the realest turn fake
We slang that K, then its blood on the pavement
I been thuggin since I went to Haven
I done seen killas make a statement
Walkin down a long road,
Look back, dont see nobody wavin
Turn round the corner, jump out with the pole
Two Swisher Sweets, a pill, a pack of poles
That choppa roll a ***** up like ****
Them dolla billsll make em kick yo door
We in the field, and thats one thing for sure
I had to learn somethin you taught to hold
Im thinkin hard like I aint thought before
That 30 clip is a part of my pose
Im pourin lean til I cant pour no more
Ride through the streets like Im not goin home
Whats understood aint gotta be explained,
Its too much goin on
Murder runnin through my veins like h****n in a needle
How do you know when you got love from your people?
How do you know when you love someone?
When deep down in your soul you cant love no one
When you done done so much, you cant trust no one
I feel Im walkin down the wrong road
How do you know when you love someone ?
When deep down in your soul you cant love no one
When you done done so much, you cant trust no one
I feel Im walkin down the wrong road