Respect My Eccentricity, Pt. 2

Do I forgive them?
I can
But, more than I was,
I’m afraid
Afraid
Of nothing
Give it your best guess, sit down and talk
Push reset in, hold one minute more
Somehow that’s fighting
I know you just want an easy life
To get around to your letters
All the morning talk
Never to ruin it
(Entry: August’19)
No-one’s got nothing to show for it
The waves of living
Under the raft,
Keep up that note saying ‘go for it!’
This is me, on a sabbath.
The smell of myrrh through my open window
That’s normal life, man!
I know you just want an easy life
To get around to your letters
All the morning talk
Never to ruin it
(Entry: August’19)
Should I Grayson
Perry it up?
I’m such a maverick.
I just want to talk to you again
at that something-or-other-with everyone who’s anyone
As a child tries to tear a straight line,
round the border of a picture,
That’s how I hope I’m working through mine-somehow in the right direction
I know you just want an easy life
To get around to your letters
All the morning talk
Never to ruin it
(August’19)
Do you respect me? Am I eccentric enough?
It’s alright.
Always over-reaching.
(April ’20)
[incoherent]