5AM (feat. SayWeCanFly)

It's 5am I'm laying with you on my own
凌晨五點我躺在你身旁
Been trying to sleep but I can hear all of my broken bones
我輾轉反側想要入眠但脊骨斷裂的聲響擾亂著我的心神
Anxiety is making breathing pretty difficult
這份焦慮幾乎讓我窒息
Thought I could fix myself
我本以為我能將支離破碎的自己拼湊完整
I guess I'm terminal
也許我己經不可救藥了吧

I'm the ghost, you're the grave
我如同鬼魂而你就是埋葬我的墳墓
I'm the hole, you're the spade
我就像坑洞而你就是將我掘開的鍬
I'm the one wasting space
我只是一個浪費空間的人
You're the one who got away
而你早已逃離了我身邊
Sending my feelings to your phone
我將我的心中所想寫成短信發給你
Even though nobody's home
儘管此刻無人在家
I'm the one wasting space
我只是一個浪費空間的人
So fade away
而現在是時候離開這個世界了

I'm sorry that I hurt you
對不起我傷害了你
I didn't mean to do that
我無意這麼對待你
I just have too much shit on my mind
我的腦中只剩一團漿糊
Now I can't even ****ing think straight
現在我甚至已經不能理智思考
Losing all the week days
每一天我都是如此渾渾噩噩
I've been feeling weak as hell inside
現在的我失落無比彷彿我已經來到了地獄

I know you hated me for everything that I couldn't do
我知道我未能實現我的諾言你因此對我恨之入骨
Wish you'd have told me from the start
我多希望你一開始就告訴我
That I was nothing to you
我在你的心中一文不值
Now I'm bleeding, yeah I'm bleeding
現在我血流不止我血流不止
And it feels good, yeah it feels good
我終於能解脫了我終於能解脫了

Heart on my sleeve and
我想把我的真心悉數傾瀉
I've been shivering these nights alone
但我只能獨自在漫漫長夜裡顫抖
Just spending every second
留意著每分每秒的流逝
Wishing you were here to hold
只希望你能在我身邊與我相擁
Not gonna' lie to you
我再也不會向你說謊
It's kind of getting difficult
只是現在我再也不想
To be the onlyone awake at 5am alone
獨自一人在凌晨五點輾轉難眠

I'm backing up into your driveway
我想回到你的車道上
Thinking about what I' ll say
思考著我該對你說些什麼
The sight of you has got me so uptight
可現在的我一看到你就會無比緊張
Now I can't even ****ing think straight
現在我甚至已經不能理智思考
Watching as my heart breaks
看著你的面龐我的心已經破碎
Praying as I look into your eyes
可我只能凝視著你的雙眼默默祈禱

I know you hated me for everything that I couldn't do
我知道我未能實現我的諾言你因此對我恨之入骨
Wish you'd have told me from the start
我多希望你一開始就告訴我
That I am nothing to you
我在你的心中一文不值
Now I 'm bleeding, yeah I'm bleeding
現在我血流不止我血流不止

I'm sorry that I hurt you
對不起我傷害了你
I didn't mean to do that
我無意這麼對待你
I just have too much shit on my mind
我的腦中只剩一團漿糊
Now I can't even **** ing think straight
現在我甚至已經不能理智思考
Losing all the week days
每一天我都是如此渾渾噩噩
I've been feeling weak as hell inside
現在的我失落無比彷彿我已經來到了地獄

I know you hated me for everything that I couldn't do
我知道我未能實現我的諾言你因此對我恨之入骨
Wish you 'd have told me from the start
我多希望你一開始就告訴我
That I was nothing to you
我在你的心中一文不值
Now I'm bleeding, yeah I'm bleeding
現在我血流不止我血流不止
And it feels good, yeah it feels so good
我終於能解脫了終於能解脫了