Pillow

Flip the pillow over to the cool side
I got dreams that keep me up at night
Take another shower pass the time
Flushed face means I'm still alive
All the wrong people hit me up at night
On the R train tryna justify
Not accepting a 9 to 5
My patience is compromised
I will never act like something I'm not
Don't blame my shyness I just don't want to talk
But I think a lot
People can interpret it however they want
It's however you want
Non me ne frega un cazzo
Scrutiny a hard pill to swallow
I'm not tryna party at lavo
At least not right now
Not till I find some solid ground
Can't be too precious with my sound
Let it out let it out
Let it out let it out
Nah nah nah
Nah nah nah
Let it out let it out
Let it out let it out
Sometimes you gotta braid your own hair
Get shit done when nobody else cares
Notice my breath like I notice the seams
Life could be easy like changing the sheets
And I flip the pillow over
And I know I'm getting older
And I know I'll never change
Always been this way
I'll never act like something I'm not
Don't blame my shyness I just don't want to talk
But I think a lot
People can interpret it however they want
It's however you want