destruction of myself

I close my eyes and make believe Im anywhere but here
我閉上眼睛，假裝我不在這個世界
It grows inside and makes me see Im nowhere even near
但是它在我的內心，我知道這是真的
Although Ive tried theres no rewind I cannot disappear
我曾經嘗試過，但我失敗了
I think its time that I realize its me inside that mirror
我想我該去鏡子的另一面了
Cuz everything I do reflects on me
因為它影響了我的一生
And every path I choose effects me deep
這條路是我自己選擇的
These scars are from the wounds Ive left on me
這些傷疤是我在自己身上留下的
Only I fit the shoes that get the best of me
只有我才能將之終結
Nothings ever new made a mess of me
從來沒人會把我弄的變壞
Its all I ever do its oppressing me
它們一直在壓迫我
Im hiding from the truth to the best degree
我不想隱瞞真相
But its never out of view its my destiny
但這是我的命運
Brought down and beat down
打倒它
Destruction of dealing with myself
自我毀滅
Nothing and no one now its done
我什麼也沒做，現在也沒人做了
And Im the one who fell
我雖然倒下了，但不放棄
Who Fell
會自由嗎？
Its my own hand that made me fall theres no one else to blame
我沒有力量，我根本不可能會打倒它
I try to stand outside these walls and wish I felt the pain
它能看到我的痛苦嗎
I try to cry but cant because Ive dealt with this for days
我很心痛，但是我哭不出來，這些天一直這樣
Ill die the man I am after all Im selfish in my ways
這是自私的世界嗎？
Theres nothing you can do to save me now
能有人會幫助並且拯救我嗎
Its something that I choose and it weighs me down
這是我選擇的東西，它讓我感到沉重
Its coming and ensues to play me now
它來了，是來毀滅我的
Cant run from what I grew its made me how,
我到底因為什麼成長為這樣
I look to all of you afraid, beat down,
你們對它很害怕，它能夠輕而易舉的打敗你們大部分人
tattered, and abused, it remains renowned,
它享有盛譽，可讓我噁心
its nothing, no new news how its made me drown,
它如同長生一般，能夠打倒它嗎
Theres nothing left to lose, no escaping now
它來了，我無處可逃
Brought down and beat down
打倒它
Destruction of dealing with myself
自我毀滅
Nothing and no one now its done
我什麼也沒做，現在也沒人做了
And Im the one who fell
現在我已經倒下了
Brought down and beat down
打到它
Destruction of dealing with myself
自我毀滅
Nothing and no one now its done
我什麼也沒做，現在也沒人做了
And Im the one who fell
現在我已經倒下了
Who Fell
會自由嗎
The destruction of myself stems from no ones actions but my own
自我毀滅的根源不是別人的行為，而是我自己的行為
Everything I do, with every breath I breathe, its a mistake
我做的每件事，每一次呼吸，也許會是一個錯誤
Every time I try, every time I try to overcome, I fail
每次我嘗試，每次我試圖打敗它，我都失敗了
Failure to the fullest
失敗的很徹底
Everything I do is foolish
這一切難道都是愚蠢的嗎
Careless and clueless
我覺得我根本沒有所謂力量
I try to stop but still I do this
我曾經想過停下，但我還是繼續了
Reckless I choose this
這是我選擇的
These self inflicted scars and bruises
我已經被毀滅無數次
Helpless and ruined, left for dead and renderred useless
無用的它，無助的我，改被毀滅的世界
Brought down and beat down
打倒它
Destruction of dealing with myself
自我毀滅
Nothing and no one now its done
那些事我曾經做過，現在終於有人繼續了
And Im the one who fell
我已經自由了
Brought down and beat down
因為我根本不存在這個世界了
Destruction of dealing with myself
我不會在自我毀滅
Nothing and no one now its done
其他人會成功那件事嗎，我不知道
And Im the one who fell
因為這根我沒什麼關係了
Who Fell
我很自由