Tell Me Why

WHY!TELL ME WHY!TELL ME WHY!
TELL ME.TELL ME.
I've kept way too many things to myself.
My therapist said it's no good for my health.
Never told you how much I love you and I cared.
Never told you so much when you were standing right there.
It's so hard to speak.
Must be the anxiety that's always here crushing me.
So many words in my head,but nothing comes through my teeth.
I wish I told you how damn important you were me.
I wish I told you baby and maybe you'd never leave.
I hurt so many people I'm a monster a mess.
I can't make no more excuse but I can't go to rest.
I'd do anything to go back and for once just try my best.
But instead I wasted so much time thinking about my death.
WHY!WHY!(****ING WHY!)
TELL ME WHY!(TELL ME WHY I WASTE SO MUCH ****ING TIME.)
TELL ME.TELL ME.
Tell your family you love them tell that girl shes the one.
I wasted too much damn time with my head pressed to a gun.
If I realized how much good I could do in this world.
Then maybe I'd still be with THAT GOD DAMN PERFECT GIRL!
WHY!TELL ME WHY!(TELL ME WHY I WASTE SO MUCH ****ING TIME.)
TELL ME.TELL NE.