Would You

Would you be happy for me
你是否會為我滿心歡喜
If I had nothing going on
倘若於我無事發生
If I had nothing going on
倘若於我無事發生
Would you be happy for me
你是否會為我滿心歡喜
If I had nothing going on
倘若於我無事發生
If I had nothing going on
倘若於我無事發生
Would you still ever hit my phone
你還會打我電話嘛
Even when I think I'ma end it all
即便當我認為我已將這一切做了了斷
There's something telling me that I'm wrong
腦海之中一直有個聲音告訴著我自己的錯的
Every time that I get alone
每當我孤身一人的時候
And the thoughts all come at me at once
腦海中邊用來千絲萬縷的思緒
And I can't tell if its the drugs
我不知是否是藥物的效果所帶來
I'm an inmate of the prison in my mind
我便是個深陷腦海的囚徒
And I think about this shit like all the time
我一直都在尋思著這破事
I swear keep a straight face actin like I'm not scared
我發誓我將保持著一副直勾勾的面孔如若我並未受驚
Spent my whole life walking upstairs
窮盡一生走著上坡路
Got this weight on my shoulders I'm almost there
我所承受如此之多的重量我幾乎快到達內心的彼岸
Yeah, I'm almost there
是的我即將到達彼岸
How do you expect me to love you
你是怎麼確信我會深愛於你
If I can't love myself
如果我無法做到自愛
And how do you expect me to trust you
你是怎麼確信我會深信於你
If I can't trust myself
如果我無法信任自己
Would you be happy for me
你是否會為我滿心歡喜
If I had nothing going on
倘若於我無事發生
If I had nothing going on
倘若於我無事發生
Would you be happy for me
你是否會為我滿心歡喜
If I had nothing going on
倘若於我無事發生
If I had nothing going on
倘若於我無事發生
If I never ever made a song
如果我從未作這首歌
Would they ever give me time of day
他們會多給我些時間嗎
And if I never ever reach the top
倘若我從未抵達巔峰
Would everybody still treat me the same
每個人都還會如初一般對待我嗎
Probably not but its okay yeah
或許不會像曾經那樣但也無恙
I don't blame them its all a game, yeah
我不會歸咎於他們這至始至終都不過是場遊戲
We all playing to get nowhere
我們進行著遊戲最終卻一事無成
We all playing to get nowhere
我們進行著遊戲最終卻一事無成
But its never over
但這都永遠不會結束
And sometimes its torturing me
有時這也很折磨我
How do you expect me to love you
你是怎麼確信我會深愛於你
If I can't love myself
如果我無法做到自愛
How do you expect me to trust you
你是怎麼確信我會深信於你
If I can't trust myself
如果我無法信任自己
Would you be happy for me
你是否會為我滿心歡喜
If I had nothing going on
倘若於我無事發生
If I had nothing going on
倘若於我無事發生
Would you be happy for me
你是否會為我滿心歡喜
If I had nothing going on
倘若於我無事發生
If I had nothing going on
倘若於我無事發生