Not Today

Someday I won't be afraid of my head
有天我不再害怕自己不可收拾的思緒
Someday I will not be chained to my bed
有天我不再囿於溫暖的束縛
Someday I'll forget the day he left
有天我會徹底忘記他離開的那天
But surely not today
但肯定不是今天
One day I won't need a PhD
有天我不需要一個大哲學家
To sit me down and tell me what it all means
對我定義，告訴我這一切的意義
Maybe one day it'll be a breeze
也許在某天一切都會化作徐徐微風
But surely not today, but surely not today
但一定不是今天，不在今天
Oh you don't know what sadness means
你未曾嚐過悲傷的滋味
'Till you're too sad to fall asleep
直到你難過到無法入睡
One day I'll be snoozing peacefully
我會在某天午後慵懶地打著盹兒
But surely not today, surely not today
但不可能是今天了，至少今天做不到
One day I'll swear the pain will be a blip
有天我會明白痛苦只是短暫的
I'll have the hardest time recalling it
但卻留下了一段艱難時光給我回憶
I'll be the king of misery management
我會成為管理苦難的國王，戰勝一切
But surely not today
但今天的時機不對
One day that song won't make me cry anymore (oh no no)
總有一天我唱起那首歌再也不會讓我熱淚盈眶（不，我不會）
One day I'll get up off the bathroom floor (hey yeah)
總有一天我會跌倒了再爬起來
Oh, piece by piece I'll be restored
噢，這一點一滴像拼圖一樣，我會復原
But surely not today, surely not
可能是明天，可能是後天
Eh, not today
呃，但不是今天
Oh you don't know what happy means
你未曾嚐過快樂的滋味
If it's only in your dreams
如果這只存在於夢裡
I'll be acquainted with my jollities
我會與我的快樂相伴
But surely not today, yeah surely not today
看吧，不是今天，真的不是
Surely not-, surely, surely not-
今天的我還做不到
Surely not-, surely not today
今天的我還不能夠
One day the thought of him won't hurt the same
總有一天我想起他不會再讓我傷感
Won't need distractions to get through the day
不為瑣事而煩惱，充實地過好每一天
I guess I hope I'm gonna be okay
我想，一切都會好起來的
'Cause I'm not today
就在那一天