Doorways + Trust Issues

Aye, looking through this hallway
In a different place from what I know, a different ballgame
What is through the doorway
Keep it pu*******ng always
Seeing different from what Ive been told, been thinking all day
Ohhh, this is so smooth coming from you know who
Anybody can say anything Id rather show you
Ohhh, Imma be free now
Give you what you need
This is how its supposed to be
This is how its supposed to be
When its 30 plus degrees
Riding with the windows down
Oooo just so you can see me in it
I dont mean to brag, its the *******t I never had
Haters are forever mad, I just laugh, then hit the dab
Oh keep on doing what I do, am I a good girl gone bad?
*******t, Ill try not to be flash, true Ill say it 'cause I can
Woah, hold up Simbi what has gotten into you these days?
When was it about the stuntin, when was it about your pay?
Www…wait please slow down, Im a pro now
My last name means count money, can you pronounce it?
Ajikawo, heir to the throne now
I dont belong anywhere, not even my own town
Am I insecure now, speaking on my thoughts now
*******t, I know I got trust issues, its hard to ignore now
What have I become, am I losing all control now?
Think I better go now

What happened when I followed the white rabbit?
Ill never be perfect to me
Ill never stop questioning what more I can to do to love myself
Not knowing how to do that only results in trust issues
I may seem perfectto you but I come with layers
And this is more than one

Trust issues, trust issues
You know what Im sippin
Ill teach you how to mix it, youre the only one
I dont trust these *******
I dont trust these *****s
I dont trust anyone apart from who I came with
Is that bad of me?
Dont be mad at me
Know my imperfections make me who I plan to be
Though whats slowing me down is trust issues

Oh, everybodys got some sort of faith inside them
Gotta find where it lives
More time Im alone when I pray in silence
God knows how I think
Everybodys got some sort of faith inside 'em
No such thing as hate inside 'em
You search more then you was findin and take what life gives
To you on a daily basis, all I see is faces
Medical rolled
A little conversation is all I need
Ive been seeing different places
Its hard to leave, we are the key
When youre in a bubble you know its hard to see
In and out of trouble cant see past the now
Trapped inside my mind, lost cant be found
Ill get us in, if you buy the rounds
Citys on a hold whenever Im in town
Its going up, Space Age, man you know its us
Everybodys gonna talk instead of showing love
They take something real small then they blow it up
Cant take the fake *******t these days
Everybody want to fake *******t these days
While youre being wasteful in a time of need
I be out here tryingto save *******t these days
Never take to the 'he says, she says
Gotta get it from the main source these days
Nobody is an angel these days
You disagree better speak up please say
Everybodys got a life here, and free will
Im the type to lay low and be still
Type to make a ***** open up and say how he feels
You bet he wont but I bet he will

Everybodys got trust issues
You know what Im sippin, Ill teach you how to mix it
Youre the only one. I dont trust these * ******
I dont trust these *****s
I dont trust anyone apart from who I came with
Is that bad of me, Dont be mad
My imperfections make me who I plan to be
Though whats slowing me down is trust issues