Intentions

I wanna be sober, but I love getting high
我想要清醒但我愛這嗨翻的感覺
Wanna give it a hundred percent
希望所有事情都能百分百順利
But Im too afraid to try
但我又害怕去嘗試去面對現實
I wanna be faithful, but love hooking up with randos
想要愛情的忠誠卻總是遇不到對的人
I wanna live by the law, but still think like a vandal
想要遵紀守法卻又像是在將內心的藝術泯滅
I wanna get exercise, but Im too lazy to workout
想要去健身房卻又不由得攤在家中不願鍛煉
I want all the finer things
我所憧憬的所有美好
But dont wanna go to work now
都無法一一實現
I wanna go outside, take my family to the beach
想要與家人一同外出去沙灘享受陽光
I wake up in the morning, first thing I do
然而清晨醒來我卻第一時間
Is look at a screen, at a screen
看起手機與電視熒幕消磨時間
Wanna live freely, why isnt it so easy?
想要生活自由自在為何卻不那麼容易
I should read a book, but I keep watching this TV
我本應享受名著書香眼睛卻無法從電視轉移
And I know this lifestyle doesnt really feed me
我知道這樣的生活方式並不正確
I just tune out to the voice inside thats speaking
但我只是選擇了無視內心的聲音
All, all my little problems
我的所有小小毛病
Keep on building up and building up
不斷累加堆砌
All my good intentions just
而我的所有美好願景
Aint good enough to find the love
也顯得不如人所願無法找到愛情
So I smoke until my lungs are full
只得吞雲吐霧直到肺部滿是煙霧籠罩
Drink until I lose my cool
借酒消愁直到我失去所有理智
Apologys my middle name and one day, I will change
不停為過錯道歉彷彿我的中間名一般我相信我會做出改變
But Im okay with who I am today
但是今天的我似乎也還過得去
Im okay with who I, who I am today
今天的我好像還不錯呢就這樣吧
I want world piece, but I wanna watch Worldstar
想要幫助世界和平卻又只想看Star World頻道
I know that I should stay home
想要老老實實待在家裡
And still wanna kick it where the girls are
卻又忍不住去尋找女孩們的去處
I wanna be a feminist , but Im still watching porno
想要成為維護女權的一份子卻又忍不住看小黃片
I wanna eat healthy, but Ima eat this Digiornos
想要健康飲食嘴裡卻吃著Digiornos家的披薩
We live on social media, read other peoples thoughts
我們太過依賴社會媒體八卦消息不停閱覽他人的想法
Tweet about justice, but dont show up to the march
在推特上發表所謂正義卻又不願為軍隊效力
I think about the earth and I think about the eco
我心細世界與環境控制組織
What am I willing to sacrifice at the expense of my ego?
我是否願意以自我享受為代價為國犧牲
Wanna live freely, why isnt it so easy?
想要生活自由自在為何卻不那麼容易
I should read a book, but I keep watching this TV
我本應享受名著書香眼睛卻無法從電視轉移
And I know this lifestyle doesnt really feed me
我知道這樣的生活方式並不正確
I just tune out to the voice inside thats speaking
但我只是選擇了無視內心的聲音
All, all my little problems
我的所有小小毛病
Keep on building up and building up
不斷累加堆砌
All my good intentions just
而我的所有美好願景
Aint good enough to find the love
也顯得不如人所願無法找到愛情
So I smoke until my lungs are full
只得吞雲吐霧直到肺部滿是煙霧籠罩
Drink until I lose my cool
借酒消愁直到我失去所有理智
Apologys my middle name and one day, I will change
不停為過錯道歉彷彿我的中間名一般我相信我會做出改變
But Im okay with who I am today
但是今天的我似乎也還過得去
Im okay with who I, who I am today
今天的我好像還不錯呢就這樣吧
Im okay with who I am today
但是今天的我似乎也還過得去
Im okay with who I, who I am today
就這樣安於現狀直至腐朽