Altitude

[Verse 1]
They say a man is immature until his son is in his hands
And his fields start to die, no sun upon his land
You could stand under the cloud and never understand
Theres a big man crying, he never learned to laugh
When I die Im gonna sit up in my casket
Hug my family like its the last time Ill have it
You know Im trying not to take this gratitude for granted
I know I got a heart that could be harder than some granite
This graphite in the hand its getting drastic, crafting
Something that if you didnt know what I could do youd call it magic
My blood is lavender, they call me a romantic
As hopeless as I am, love paralysed
Stranded in this quicksand you call a place to camp in
My homies smoking weed beside a fireplace inside a log cabin
I guess thats all you can get as a marionette
Im high strung all over which juggling act I gotta follow next
You dont believe me but I cease up when the breezes
From the coast touch up over 30,000 in coach
Little Nemo when the clock strikes twelve upon the bedpost
Fly as Icarus so in my memory they press the wax to 12' so they can drop it
So ironic like my generation representing city populace
Raise the roof or point to me I stay on top of this
Im 40,000 leagues under, stuck in the sarcophagus
Coughing ominous articles under waterfalls
Prisms caught my eye, it was love at first optical
Bottomless homages to life, these people die for it
But Imma hit on all these bitches in the sky for it
Sharper than a sliver of light in a broken soul
They cut into my skin like faces on a totem pole
I swear to God I saw my dead friends in the sand dunes
The faces blew away in the wind, I knew they had to
[Hook]
Its called never giving up
When all the pieces in the background are crumbling to dust
My clock is mumbling the months
While the Earths blood boils up under the crust
(Repeat x2)
[Verse 2]
Im losing altitude
Youre losing trust because they count on you
Everybody wants to be the ? ?? dude...