This Letter I Write

I was your lover boy.
我曾是你的最愛
You found another boy.
後來你奔向了他
How could you ruin my life?
你怎能毀掉我的生活？
Told me forever.
曾說過永遠
We'd face it together.
無論如何都一起面對
But now it just feels like a lie.
現在聽起來就像個謊言
I'm tryna move on but the feelings are strong.
我想要往前走，但是這感覺越來越強烈
If you're reading this letter I write.
如果你正巧看到封信
I just sit in my room with the memories of you,
我正坐在房間裡，回憶關於你的記憶
while the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights, yeah.
月光灑進房間，我熄了所有燈
Swiping through texts, I been looking for answers that don't even exist.
翻遍萬卷，尋找不存在的答案
Man, this shit is depressing, I ain't learned my lesson.
這令人沮喪，可我沒吸取教訓
A fairy tale love, something I'll never get.
我永遠得不到童話般的愛情
When you said it was over, a feeling came over me. (A feeling came over me)
當你說出分手，我有種感覺
And it hasn't left since
從那之後一直環繞著我的感覺
I fell too deep in your love,
我在你的愛里陷的太深
I been crawling my way back to freedom and finding my sense.
我一直在艱難地找回自由，找到理智
Oh yeah and I hate you.
哦，是的，我恨透你了
All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow.
你總說我不夠成熟
I guess it's a phase too.
我想這也是個過程
What you going through may be the reason you needed to go.
這一路所經歷可能就是你離開的原因
All of my life I been looking for someone who love me for me and you fitted the role.
我這輩子都在尋找一個愛我的人，我曾以為你就是了
Now I'm just sitting here, picking up pieces of what used to be.
我現在只能坐著，拾起回憶的碎塊
And I feel so alone.
我好孤獨
Now I finally know,
我終於明白了
I was your lover boy.
我曾是你的最愛
You found another boy.
後來你奔向了他
How could you ruin my life?
你怎能毀掉我的生活？
Told me forever.
曾說過永遠
We'd face it together.
無論如何一起面對
But now it just feels like a lie.
現在聽起來就像個謊言
I'm tryna move on but the feelings are strong.
我想要往前走，但是這感覺越來越強烈
If you're reading this letter I write.
如果你正巧看到這封信
I just sit in my room with the memories of you,
我正坐在房間裡，回憶關於你的記憶
while the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights, yeah.
月光灑進房間，我熄了所有燈
I'm in denial.
我不願接受現實
I know that it's me.
我知道我
The one that you thinking about when you kiss him.
是你吻他時想到的那個
You secretly missing those dreams that we had about.
你暗地錯過了我們所做的那些夢
Walking the aisle, nah.
走在過道
When you wanna talk, who you dial?
當你想傾訴，你會撥通哪個電話？
Whenever you see me, I hope you can tell that I can't even smile cuz of how much I hate you.
當再見我，希望你沒忘了我
All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow.
我再也不笑了，我恨透你了
I guess it's a phase too.
我想這也是個過程
What you going through may be the reason you needed to go.
這一路所經歷可能就是你離開的原因
All of my life I been looking for someone who love me for me and you fitted the role.
我這輩子都在尋找一個愛我的人，我曾以為你就是了
Now I'm just sitting here, picking up pieces of what used to be.
我現在只能坐著，拾起回憶的碎塊
And I feel so alone.
我好孤獨
Now I finally know,
我終於明白了
I was your lover boy.
我曾是你的最愛
You found another boy.
後來你奔向了他
How could you ruin my life?
你只能毀掉我的生活？
Told me forever.
曾說過永遠
We'd face it together.
無論如何一起面對
But now it just feels like a lie.
現在聽起來就像個謊言
I'm tryna move on but the feelings arestrong.
我想要往前走，但是這感覺越來越強烈
If you're reading this letter I write.
如果你正巧看到這封信
I just sit in my room with the memories of you,
我正坐在房間裡，回憶關於你的記憶
while the moonlight shines in and I –
當月光灑進房間-
Now that you' re gone!
既然你走了！
I keep on checking my phone and I'm hoping you texted me back.
我總看著手機，盼著你回复我的短信
(Now that you're gone) Ever since we broke up, everything that's around me keep falling,
（既然你走了）自從分手後，周圍的一切都在變壞
I just wanna put it all back.
我只想回到沒你以前
(Now that you're gone) I been stuck in a dark place and the thought of your face is the only thing bringing me back.
（既然你走了）我被困在黑暗，只有想到了你的臉，能把我拉回現實
But I know the end to this story you left and you're not coming back!
我知道故事畫上了句號，你再也回不來了！
You’re not coming ba –!
你不會回來了！
So baby I hate you.
我恨你
All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow.
你總說我不夠成熟
I guess it's a phase too .
我想這也是個過程
What you going through may be the reason you needed to go.
這一路所經歷可能就是你離開的原因
All of those moments we shared I thought you were the one I could trust.
我們分享著一切，我以為我可以完全信任你
It wasn't so.
可惜並不是這樣
I gotta find me a way to move on.
我想逃離出去
So I'm taking our love and I'm letting it go.
忘了我們的愛，我要放手了
Cuz I finally know,
我終於明白
I was your lover boy.
我曾是你的最愛
You found another boy.
後來你奔向了他
How could you ruin my life?
你毀了我的生活
Told me forever.
曾說過永遠
We'd face it together.
無論如何一起面對
But now it just feels like a lie.
其實是你的謊言
I'm tryna move on but the feelings are strong.
我想要往前走，但是這感覺越來越強烈
If you're reading this letter I write.
如果你正巧看到這封信
I just sit in this room with the memories of you,
我正坐在房間，回憶關於你的記憶
while the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights, yeah.
月光灑進房間，我熄了所有燈
I was your lover boy.
我曾是你的最愛
You found another boy.
後來你奔向了他
How could you ruin my life?
你毀了我的生活
Told me forever.
曾說過永遠
We' d face it together.
無論如何一起面對
But now it just feels like a lie.
其實是你的謊言
I'm tryna move on but the feelings are strong.
我想要往前走，但是這感覺越來越強烈
If you're reading this letter I write.
如果你正巧看到這封信
I just sit in my room with the memories of you,
我正坐在房間，回憶關於你的記憶
while the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights, yeah.
月光灑進房間，我熄了所有燈
Now that you're gone…
既然你走了...