outside (out RO)

Take my simple brain
Watch me I'm so quaint I've got it yeah
It's lost without change
Don't question my answer no
I gotta go I had to leave
Weight on my chest it's hard to breathe
You blow on your smoke crossing your T's
Roll up your L's don't get to me yeah
Roll up your L's don't get to me
Roll up your L's don't get to me
I don't go outside I get scared outside oh oh
And you been waiting for me for about 17 years
But I won't give you *** *
I been having wars with my own mind
I think I need some godd**n pills
But it's OK ma I just need to come out of my skin
I need to get up out this room
So I can get up out this place that I call home
The feel of over saturation feel the negativity it keeps me home
I been smoking what I'm given and I'm really drinking
Now when I'm alone
I don't really love you even though it might seem like that
Coming through the phone
I'm dipping in and out of love with you
I don't know how to feel about you
You don't take care of me
But I'm the only one who give a d**n about you
I am not so confident that I'm be the same without you
I'll be walking home 'cause all they ever do is talk about ya