Rashida's Tale

So I met this girl when I was twenty years old
我在二十歲的時候遇到這個女孩
And it was an instant connection between us two
我們之間一見鍾情
She was very affectionate, loving, kind, caring
她非常的深情充滿愛意善良體貼
Everything that you could dream of
你可以想像到的一切
And we ended up moving in together
後來我們住在了一起
She proposed to me, gave me a ring
她向我求婚給了我一枚戒指
She introduced me to her best friend
她把我介紹給她最好的朋友
We went out together one night and we ended up sleeping together
一天晚上我和她的好朋友一起出去玩後來我們睡在了一起
And it crushed her
這件事狠狠傷害了她
And when it hurt her, it hurt mе
當她無比受傷時也使我痛苦
She told me it was over, shе asked for her ring back
她告訴我一切都結束了她拿回了她的戒指
I think I had a nervous breakdown, child, I was crying
我想我當時精神崩潰了我不停地哭
And I never felt that type of pain before
我以前從來沒有感受過那種痛苦
Because it was always me being the one that was cheated on
因為一直以來我才是那個受到背叛的人
And in turn, I caused that same type of pain
相反這一次我造成了同前任帶給我一樣的痛苦
To someone that I was madly in love with
把這份痛苦施加給我深深愛著的人
Having lost her at that time, it felt like a death to me
當時失去了她對我來說心如死灰
I can't give you an explanation as to why I did it
我不能向你解釋我當時為什麼要這樣做
'Cause I, I really don't know
因為我我也不知道
But I fxcked up, I fxcked that up
但我搞砸了一切我搞砸了一切
And I can admit that
這是我可以承認的