IV ego ta lot of fear forth Eda用that well be dead

u know the rain and thunder makes it cold out
你明白傾盆大雨和閃電雷鳴讓它冷卻下來
u know what ever happens my hand will be out
你心知不管發生什麼我都會接住落下的你
but incite keep this ******* blade up off my wrist
但我抑制不住這股割脈的衝動
and i can't kick these **** *** demons from my head
無力將這些該死的惡魔踢出我的腦海
they telling me its time to go and sin and i'm listening
他們數著我的罪行告訴我是時候離開了而我認真地聽著
******* restraint because this world is a *******
這世界太病態我想衝出束縛
but your glistening
但你靜靜地閃爍著微光
and u know i love the way u sit
你也知道我愛透了
on the side of my bed and let it bleed out
你坐在我的床沿的樣子
thru every ******* slit
讓它從各個口子裡緩緩滲出
i'm known to run away but this time i' ll run with you
我以逃兵的臭號著稱但這次我要帶上你離開
i'm known to never stay but i'll ******* stay with you
我以多情的惡名聞名但我特麼中了你的邪
i'm known for digging graves but thats all done and thru
我以作死的醜名著名但我再也不會自討滅亡
i just wanna watch the smoke clear away with you
我只想和你好好的待彌硝散盡漫煙落地
i got all of ur songs straight playing in my head
我把你的歌在腦海裡過了一遍又一遍
i gotta lotta fear for the day that we'll be dead
我好害怕我們死掉那天的降臨
but i just suppress that, no need for nonsense
但我只是忍著不去想這些廢話
cuz for the first time i know where i can fall back
因為在我生命裡終於有了那麼一次我心知我有了後盾
something bout life makes me feel so unsure
生命的某些性質讓我如此缺乏安全感
why am i so scared i will never ******* know
我也永遠不會明白為什麼我會如此害怕
but i had a choice and i picked the right door
我只知道有那麼一次我做了人生中最正確的選擇
and thats something i've never done before…
這是我最大成就
YOU WERE THE RIGHT DOOR
我選對了你