Gethsemane (I Only Want To Say)

I only want to say
If there is a way
Take this cup away from me
For I don＇t want to taste it＇s poison
Feel it burn me
I have changed
I＇m not as sure as when we started
Then I was inspired
Now I＇m sad and tired
Listen surely I＇ve exceeded expectations
I tried for three years seems lke thirty
Could you ask as much from any other man
But if I die
See the saga through and do the things you ask of me
Let them hate me hit me hurt me nail me to their tree
I want to know I want to know my God
I want to know I want to know my God
I want to see I want to see my God
I want to see I want to see my God
Why i should die
Would I be more noticed than I ever was before
Would the things I＇ve said and done matter any more
I have to know I have to know my Lord
I have to know I have to know my Lord
I have to see I have to see my Lord
I have to see I have to see my Lord
If I die what will be my reward
If I die what will be my reward
I have to know I have to know my Lord
I have to know I have to know my Lord
Why should I die
Can you show me now that I would not be killed in vain
Show me just a little of your omnipresent brain
Show me there＇s a reason for your wanting me to die
You＇re far too keen on where and how but not so hot on why
Alright I＇ll die
Just watch me die
See how I die
See how I Die

Then I was inspired
Now I＇m sad and tired
After all I＇ve tried for three years seems like ninety
Why then am I scared to finish what I＇ve started
What you started--- I didn＇t start this
God thy will is hard
But you hold every card
I will drink your cup of poison
Nail me to your cross and break me
Bleed me beat me kill me
Take me now before I change my mind