Killing Me

I dont mind the abuse
It fills in time
When Im not much use
But its killing me, killing me slowly
They all say
Im too restless
But words cut deep
When youre defenceless
And theyre killing me, but killing me slowly
There was a time when we were fine
And I could tolerate you
I do believe that you should leave
cos Ive grown to hate you
Should I be weak and turn my cheek
cos Im scared to fall
But I just dont know you
And you dont know me at all
Ive been told that loves a celebration
But Ive lost faith through frustration
And its killing me, but killing me slowly
You paint my picture black
The jokes on me
And I dont wanna laugh
Remember the good times
Wont you bring them back someday, somehow
I dont mind feeling blue
If I could smile just like you do
And its killing me, killing me slowly
I cant go on alone
Pretending nothings wrong
Maybe I just want to belong
Somewhere, somehow, somehow