After a storm
I wanna be brave
And keep you warm
And not fade away
Yeah, c-call me a sinner
Yeah, call me a sinner
Yeah, I lose a little faith
Then I take a little taste
Now Im feel like a winner
Ou, I fiend that good feedback
I wanna relapse till I relax
You would think that Im dying
But Im just stuck and I need that
I wanna fly a little bit, just a little bit longer
I dont wanna come down
Im just lying to myself, should have been a bit stronger
Running till I numb out
And tomorrows the day that my cycle will end
But today Ill get strung out
So I need you to stay for the night, hold me tight
Cause my mind is so run down
I cant focus on getting better when Im setting myself up
**** it, Im feeling better when Im letting myself buzz
Feels good baby
Its healing my wounds when Im under the weather
Wishing I could settle or feel loved
Uh, when you call me out, I get a rush
Then you calm me down, but Im ******
Cant stop me now
And it sucks you gotta leave once you lock me down
Thought I made it but Im feeling stupid now
Drinking till Im falling, cause my mind is so polluted now
I just wanna be free
I just wanna be free, I just wanna be free
Please let me breathe
I just wanna be me, I just wanna be me
Oh, please dont leave
After a storm
I wanna be brave
And keep you warm
And not fade away
Enable me baby
Im so unstable, Im shaking
I needa way to be able
To reach these rainbows Im chasing
Im so unfaithful, to my state of mind
Only focused, on getting by
Living minute to minute
Come take a second to get me high
I overdose on my downfalls
Going overboard till I drown off
Im down on all of my luck
Going comatose is all that I count on
Only remedy and Im sticking to it
Please dont pity me Im sick and I think you knew it
Yeah I ******* blew it again
Pretending that I could begin
To take a swing at getting better
When Im surrounded by you, its just not fair
Its not fair to judge me when Im by your side
Im not me, cant think straight and nothings right
Nothings right, no
Its not fair to put me in your loving eyes
I cant breathe, time stops ticking in my mind
Nothings right, no
Thought I made it but Im feeling stupid now
Drinking till Im falling, cause my mind is so polluted now
I just wanna be free
I just wanna be free, I just wanna be free
Please let me breathe
I just wanna be me, I just wanna be me
Oh, please dont leave
After a storm
I wanna be brave
And keep you warm
And not fade away
jute$
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