Tell Me Why

I look to you when Im down
And I hope you turn around and see
That Im not the way I sound
And Im not the way I seem
But Ima make you work like a Monday
And you can move it slow like a Sunday
Dont ask me if Im okay
Are you flirtin
Cuz Im hurtin
And lord, tell me why
Im still alive
Just let me die
Im on my own
Just getting by
Im all alone
Aint nothing right
And lord, tell me how
Im so damn uninviting
And youre so unenticing
Let me down
Every time
You can leave me anytime
I know Im not that kinda guy
That you need all in your life
Im not surprised
Its all a lie
I cant help the way I act
Im full of jealousy and hatred in my life
Cant tell my wrongs from rights tonight
Cant tell the dark from light
Cuz I sleep through the day
But Im gone every night
Every song that I write
I did that, I live that
And lord, tell me why
Im still alive
Just let me die
Im on my own
Just getting by
Im all alone
Aint nothing right
And lord, tell me how
Im so damn uninviting
And youre so unenticing
Let me down
Every time