Only Just Begun

You say
you promise, you will be there
this time, I hope that you are right
I know you're never gonna show up
before, the clock is way too late
hey, yeah, I don't need this no more
It's my turn
to walk out that door

I've spent way too many hours
imagine how it could have been
if you'd only care to know me
back then when I was just a kid
Hey, maybe
It's just a dream

Maybe it's not as bad as it seems
all the things that you did wrong
every mistake that you have done
all the knives you made me run
every turn that made me strong

Sometimes I always can't remember
I work so hard to forget
somehow I feel a little tender
I guess I not may have lived
Yeah, Yeah, I know it's not a dream
Oh, maybe it's not as bad as it seems
All the things that you did wrong
every mistake that you have done
all the knives you made me run
'cause every turn that made me strong
All the years that you were gone
I was left here on my own
And now you make your house a home
And it is only just begun