Element of Surprise

Thought i ran a tight ship here both hands on the steering wheel
本以為陳守了本分雙手緊握方向盤把控著一切
Turning points and taking root talk in peace and telling truth
關鍵轉折時刻木訥地講出真相
But at liberty and on the loose ties don't really match my suit
自由與鬆散的領帶忸怩守矩的西裝格格不入
This town oh how it ties me down it's overcast all year around
這個小鎮束縛著我活力透不過密布的陰雲
Not aloud to make a sound
無人站出來試著發聲
I don't pretend that i forget
我所說過的一切
The things i said
都被記在心頭
Are played backwards in my head
一遍遍地回放
And i don't understand them
我不理解
And i won't understand why
也永遠不會理解
I don't want things to end and
這般景象絕不能就是結局
Keep waiting for the element of surprise
站在原地癡想驚喜破雲而洩
I decide to go outside say goodbye to wrong and right
我邁出了步伐同那些是非告別
My dearest so called strong believe i'm not there until i leave
我那所謂親愛的堅強默認著離開的幻想
Oh the throwback is what hits me hard amidst the crowd i take heart
在目的歷史驅趕著我逼我振作
From people with their headphones on telling me silently to move on
戴著耳機的人群那般漠然在對我尖叫趕緊逃離
Don't look for what will come across...
別盲目地盼望未來的光臨
Don't look for what will come across...
別只懷著希望卻無動於衷
Don't look for what will come across...
別以為會有人來將你解救
I don't pretend that i forget
我說過的一切
The things i said
都被記在心頭
Are played backwards in my head
一遍遍地回放
And i don't understand them
我不理解
And i won't understand why
也永遠不會理解
I don' t want things to end and
這般慘狀絕不能就是結局
Keep waiting for the element of surprise
徘徊不前妄圖一切反轉顛覆
I don't pretend that i forget
我說過的一切
The things isaid
都被記在心頭
Are played backwards in my head
一遍遍地回放
And i don't understand them
我不理解
And i don't understand why
也永遠不會理解
I don't want things to end and
只好祈禱著轉機揮戈返日
Keep waiting for the element of surprise
期待著出奇不意的光明