bloodline

The walls are bleeding red
牆壁濺上了xue漬
Blisters for the scars and the damage did
身上滿是水泡與傷疤
But my pictures hanging here
但我的照片還掛在那
Didnt mean that much until it meant everything
在事態嚴重前一切並無大礙

And I know Im so far gone
我知道我走了太遠
Your heart cant keep a vacancy for me
你的心早已不再為我留出空位
Oh, only you know how long youve got to go
只有你知道你要走多遠才能找到我

There aint no warning the first time
初次便沒什麼警告可言
Aint no one to tell you 'run, boy, run
也不會有人告訴你逃離
Like I shouldve done'
看看我怎麼做的
Oh, when I cant fight the bloodline
在我無法抵抗世俗之時
Living in the seams back home
便深陷歸途之裂縫
Oh, no
哦不

How am I gonna know
我會學到什麼
If Im never alone?
我能否永遠擺脫孤獨
When I live in the numb
當我活在麻木之中
And all feeling is gone?
百感交集會不會隨風而去

I throw it all out the window
我把我所有的東西
All out the window
都扔出窗外
Like its all Ill ever be
裝作這些我都不曾擁有

The halls are closing in
四周的屏障愈發向我靠近
If I knew from the start
倘若開始我便明了一切
Would it change a thing?
當下的處境會不會有所改變