I've been hiding in the hills
Been taking way too many pills
They never work, I do it still
I've been spending all my bills
on fancy stuff that isn't real
distract myself from any feels
yet I still feel em
But I don't sing ladida
even though I'm ladida
caus you're always on my mind
drives me crazy
I hate my heart
hate my head
it all feels wrong
makes me sick
when you're not here, damn that shit blows
love sux
but you don't
I hate butterflies
stomach aches
something's off
in my brain
when you're round here, I don't feel broke
love sux
but you don't
I've been on the edge of hell
my mum was worried bout my health
I only thought about myself and getting faded
Now I'm still struggling to sleep
I want your face right next to me
do I text? it's new to me
I'm in my feels yet
I hate my heart
hate my head
it all feels wrong
makes me sick
when you're not here, damn that shit blows
love sux
but you don't
I hate butterflies
stomach aches
something's off
in my brain
when you're round here, I don't feel broke
love sux
but you don't
so look at me all ladida
you make me all ladida
I'll give it all a ****ing try
cause love sucks, but we're fine
I hate my heart
hate my head
it all feels wrong
makes me sick
when you're not here, damn that shit blows
love sux
but you don't
I hate butterflies
stomach aches
something's off
in my brain
when you're round here, I don't feel broke
love sux
but you don't
love素熙