idk who i am (feat. guardin)
This feelings never ending
這種感覺從未停歇
Nothing I try is helping me
我所嘗試的方法都不能幫助我
I wanna switch the setting
[00:14.00我想要改變現狀
Cant ever seem to find my peace
因為現在內心甚至無法平靜
This feelings never ending
[00:18.962這種感覺無法間斷
Nothing I try is helping me
我在墮落
I wanna switch the setting
極力地想要改變當下
Cant ever seem to find my peace
想找回內心的平靜
Oh, Im tearing at the seams
我撕毀了內心的縫隙
Dont look at me
請不要注視我
Like I have all the answers
假裝我已經有了應對的辦法
Im the same as you
我們並無區別
Its true
這是事實
I been searching for a clue
我探尋著世界真正的規則
And now Im hopin that Ill find it soon
希望規則可以立即找到
Cause I dont have any direction so
因為我現在並無方向
Now Im hopin that Ill find myself
想要找到真正的自己
Cause I dont know who I am
因為我並不知道我到底是誰
This feelings never ending
自我懷疑從未停歇
Nothing I try is helping me
沒有什麼可以拯救我了已經
I wanna switch the setting
想要改變當下
Cant ever seem to find my peace
內心焦慮至極
Oh, Im tearing at the seams
慢慢填補內心的缺失吧
Im looking for the answers in the darkest place
在這至暗之境我仍在尋找著出路
Always deserted once upon a time without no trace
即使內心常常遍地荒蕪
And all these moments here with you is something Ill embrace
但是和你在一起時便倍感歡喜
Although my minds a ****ing wreck I cannot concentrate
儘管我的思緒已是混亂不堪無法集中
So what a life, come back to life
識透了生活的本質,我將更加堅強
When my heart is clouded by whats in my mind
當那些回憶席捲而來時內心再次烏云密布
I lost connectionunder my spine
背脊接連著麻木
And I can only hope that I will realize
我只希望我能夠擺脫這種痛苦
Please forgive me for what Ive done
請原諒我過去犯下的錯誤吧
I dont know who I am and I dont know anyone
我只希望我現在與誰都毫無瓜葛
Im in a crosshairs of a loaded gun
像是被一把上了膛的槍瞄準了一樣
And its aimed up on my chest
槍口對著我的胸膛
Keeps me from making a run from it
無法逃脫
This feelings never ending
這種感覺仍未散去
Nothing I try is helping me
感覺自己已經無藥可救了
I wanna switch the setting
但我想要拯救自己
Cant ever seem to find my peace
即使內心已經無法平靜
Oh, Im tearing at the seams
撕毀了過去的傷痕
This feelings never ending
但那種感覺捲土重來
Nothing I try is helping me
所有的嘗試都功虧一簣
I wanna switch the setting
找尋著改變現狀的路徑
Cant ever seem to find my peace
內心已是焦躁不安
This feelings never ending
感覺仍舊存在
Nothing I try is helping me
嘗試著許多方法
I wanna switch the setting
想要改變焦慮的心境
Cant ever seem to find my peace
內心已無平靜