Fall Harder

All Id ever kept in mind
Somehow Id forgotten
Id do well to shut my mouth
If only for a while
I believe its been my faults
That separate
I would rather slit my throat
Better than to let you go
I could never lift your load
Full-time with a winged arm
I could never feel that whole
Fall harder, fall harder
I can barely hold my step
From the weight Im towing
I would never keep you there
Only I would come undone
I dont want to lose someone to a lapse of mind
Trapped in comatose
I dont want to need someone if I cant turn back
Stuck for what its worth
I could never lift your load
Full-time with a winged arm
I could never feel that whole
Fall harder, fall harder
Id be living with your ghost
Stuck in a photograph
I could never fill that hole
Fall harder, fall harder
Sewn you into memory lines
A thought that won't unfurl
Only one, only one decides
The rest are blurring lines
Thoughts begin to complicate
To blur a static line
Only one, only one design
A fixture not a false
I could never lift your load
Full-time with a winged arm
I could never feel that whole
Fall harder, fall harder
I could never lift your load
Full-time with a winged arm
I could never feel that whole
Fall harder, fall harder
Id be living with your ghost
Stuck in a photograph
I could never fill that hole
Fall harder, fall harder