me vs. the world

Sometimes I try not to hate myself
For everything I never said
When you were here
And so Im burning up photographs
Of what was a perfect past
Cause Im still here
But Im barely holding on
Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference
Between me and the world
And ever since youve been gone
Ive been torn apart
I know that you cant hear me but
Im still hurt
And I wish you were here
Its so hard that I try to bury it
Pretend that you didnt exist
So I can be strong
But I feel sick
And I feel diseased
Cause everyone abandons me
And I cant move along
Cause Im barely holding on
Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference
Between me and the world
And ever since youve been gone
Ive been torn apart
I know that you cant hear me but
Im still hurt
And I wish you were here
I can not pretend you didnt exist
Misery is just a state of mind
Hiding from the worlds no way to live
So Ill convince myself that Ill be fine
Ill be fine
But since I lost you Im barely holding on
Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference between
Me and the world
And ever since youve been gone
Ive been torn apart
I know that you cant hear me but
Im still hurt
So I look up to the stars
And wonder out loud
Why everything I had in life
Has fallen from my arms
Can you even hear this song?
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