Self Harm

Self harm is not the way to go
自我傷害絕非妥當出路
It's just a way to cope lately
只是抗衡失望的下策
Self harm by the pound
自我摧殘後患無窮
Every mile stretch further than I thought
每一步都愈加拖沓
These thoughts working on me tough
這晦暗的念頭傷我至深
I'm managing the cost, what it cost to go there?
我竭力對抗要如何才能徹底解脫？
I'm left lost, left last to figure out what I saw
我迷失在此試圖搞清狀況
See me December with my flaws laid out
十二月你已窺見我劣跡斑斑
Gotta chant, cause most of my memories in a vault
只得誦念禱文以追溯往昔記憶
Searching for some peace, I held it all along
尋求安寧它實則一直在我內心
All this weakness cannot measure, I'm at fault
我曾誤以為缺點可以丈量
Hairdresser dawn with feathers of a harp
人面鳥身女妖的羽毛被梳理著
My pops thinking of me, trust I felt him on the wall
隱隱中我感受到父親的在天之靈
These issues just reflect what I was taught
遭遇的難題影射兒時所學
Toilet tissue, wipe my eyes, I wipe my nose, don't let me fall
“擦乾眼淚和鼻涕別摔跤”
When I fell I should've known I knew it was in time
又一次陷入窘境我應明白這遲早會降臨
Can only call my momma
只能給媽媽打電話了
I should've hit the dro', the only way I face these problems
藥物麻痺我對煩惱的知覺
Through the haze of smoke lately, just being honest
我承認近來沉湎於吞雲吐霧
That's why I cry in front my lady, blazing like a comet
我嗑嗨了這便是我在摯愛面前大哭的原由
Fear in loathing at its source I couldn't even promise
惟恐我無法履行承諾
Breaking em, just hurt to know I flourish, treat me kindly
你見不得我好請對我寬容以待
I deserve to be at peace, the decency remind me
我心安理得享受這份清淨
At my core I 'm just the same little boy touring
和同伴們共處時仍童心未泯
Angels rejoice when Sage reach the point onthis timeline when grace is anointed
待某日水到渠成天神會為我喝彩
Time flying by, they greet me with appointments
光陰流轉我使命加身
Disappointment, no façade to what the point is
失望伴隨頭緒全無
I was busy being poignant
我也時常刻薄待人
Self harm is not the way to go
自我傷害絕非妥當出路
Just a way to cope lately
只是抗衡失望的下策
Let me know
讓我明白
Self harm is not the way to go
自我傷害絕非妥當出路
Just a way to cope lately
只是抗衡失望的下策
Such a shame, yeah
多麼恥辱
Self harm is not the way to go
自我傷害絕非妥當出路
Just a way to cope lately
只是抗衡失望的下策
Sometimes, sometimes I feel like there's nowhere to call home
有時我感覺無家可依
Sometimes I feel like there's nowhere to call home
有時我感覺無家可依
My own home got ghosts that I brought in here, get 'em out
房子裡裹挾著我的心魔快趕它們出去
My own home got ghosts that I brought in here, get 'em out
房子裡裹挾著我的心魔快趕他們出去
My own home
我的家..
(Where you going? Home)
(”你去哪?“ '回家”）