Sisyphus

I, been so melodramatic with you on this climb
我，攀登之旅上心情如連續劇般跌宕起伏
can't wait to feel shitty and tell you about it another time
迫不及待地想要等著下次心情很爛時與你分享
All of the blistering mends in a callus
在厚重的繭中，所有水皰都終將癒合
Even out bickering getting nostalgic
日常的拌嘴爭吵也成了令人留戀萬分的回憶
All of those little things meld into mountains in my mind
點點滴滴的小事匯聚成一座座山脈在我腦中
August came by, saw you say bye
夏末見證了你的離開
Wanna stay by you side
還想留在你身旁
What the **** do you say when you know life cannot be the same
得知再也回不到從前的生活，你會說些什麼
But you try and try
但你一遍又一遍地嘗試
If those footsteps remained after time went by
如果雪中的足跡經過許久依然留存
Something expiring
有些東西失效過期了
I guess them butterflies in my stomach have been ****ing retiring
我猜腹中七上八下的蝴蝶也逐漸歸於平靜了吧
And I love you when I'm back on the climb
在攀登的路途中，我深愛著你
You're only with me in the back of my mind now
但現在，你只是記憶深處一個細小的聲音
It's a cycle, it's a path I can't find
這是一個循環往復的圈，一條永遠無法找到的路
Sisyphus grimace, it's the rock and roll, vulnerable
西西弗斯面部扭曲神色痛苦，是每天滾石上山的行程，極度脆弱
Maybe it's my fate and it's all my fault
也許這就是我的命運吧，也許都是我的錯
And I know
我也知道
You got a mountain of your own
你心中也有一座永遠無法登頂的巨山
Wish it wouldn't feel so broken to me
希望不會那麼支離破碎，那麼痛苦
Tried to take the edge off but that only brought it closer to me
試圖緩其鋒銳，卻越陷越深
And I just wanna live in a mthfckng log cabin
只想在林間小屋中度過一生
In a place where you never have to call back, never have to log back in
在一個你永遠不會打電話回來，重新進入的地方
I've been backlogger in black fog
我是黑霧中的滯留者
I fall back in
我重新跌入
Dreaming of times it wasn't all madness
夢見一切還不那麼瘋狂的時候
I just can't mimic it though
但此時此刻我無法如法炮製
I been in sisyphus mode
我陷入了西西弗斯般的循環
Looking up the path of a tall moutain
抬頭望著一路向上蜿蜒盤旋的山路
And I keep getting stuck in these potholes
一遍遍，陷入地上的深坑
Maybe I should just let the rock roll
也許我就該放任那石塊滾下
I've been so close to the peak, I know
我曾離峰頂只有一步之遙
But I'm tryna stay away from the drop though
但我也試圖避開那痛苦的跌落
So I, dont
所以，我不……
They only love me when I'm back on the climb
他們只有在我重新回到攀登之旅上時才會深愛我
You're only with me in the back of my mind now
你只是記憶深處一個細小的聲音
It's a cycle, it's a path I can't find
這是一個循環往復的圈，一條永遠無法找到的路
Sisyphus grimace , it's the rock and roll, vulnerable
西西弗斯面部扭曲神色痛苦，是每天滾石上山的行程，極度脆弱
Maybe it's my fate and it's all my fault
也許這就是我的命運吧，也許都是我的錯
And I know
我也知道
You got a mountain of your own
你心中也有一座永遠無法登頂的巨山
Watch your step
注意腳下
Lifting slow
緩緩抬起
Giving no
沒有留下
Imprint in the snow
任何足跡於雪中
And I love you to pieces
我會愛你直到我們只剩碎片
'TIl that's all we're left with
直到碎片是我們所剩的全部
It's all we're left with
是我們所剩的全部
In the end
在故事的最後
And sometimes I wanna disappear
有時候，我也想憑空消失
Been a shitty ass time and a shitty ass year
糟糕的日子，糟糕的一年
But somehow Ima get me past,here
總還是想邁過這個邁不過的坎