Feel Better

I should have quit when I was ahead
It won't mean anything when I'm dead
Too many hours talking to myself
I love pretending I'm someone else
Can you stop looking at your phone for five minutes
Your brain isn't functioning well
Can you stop looking at your phone for five minutes
You might feel better about yourself
And maybe I can't bear it to fail when I got so close
And maybe it's the heartbreak of quitting before I lost
Can you hear my voice break when I talk
I always had enough but I always wanted more
I should have quit when I was ahead
Too many hours laying in my bed
Imagining all the ways in which to feel it
Not quite doing enough to achieve it
Can you stop looking at your phone for five minutes
You've already scrolled past those ads
Can you stop looking at your phone for five ****ing minutes
Those other bands are making you feel bad
And maybe I can't bear it to fail when I got so close
And maybe it's the heartbreak of quitting before I lost
Can you hear my voice break when I talk
I always had enough but I always wanted more