Petrified

Where did it go? I wanna know
I need to feel this ecstasy again
Or should I bury all these feelings
and start all over then?
I kick in the door, I wanna feel the sun on my skin
but the darkness follows and tries to pull me back in
Feels like I'm petrified, petrified
but still exposed to my own life
How can I re-ignite the fire
that's been burning all those years
Feels like I'm petrified, petrified
but still exposed to my own life
Please don't call me a liar
and help me to dry those tears
Why can't I be able to repress
all these questions invading my head
It's dragging me down on my knees
All I wanna do is let go
I try to rush away but it's outrunning me
Set me free