Valentine

I've rejected affection
For years and years
Now I have and damn it
It's kind of weird
He tells me Im pretty
Don't know how to respond
I tell him that he's pretty too
Can I say that? Don't have a clue
With every passing moment
I surprise myself
I'm scared of flies
I'm scared of guys
Someone please help
Cuz I think I've fallen
In love this time
I blinked and suddenly I have a valentine
Maybe he's the last one i kiss
What if he's the only one I'll ever miss?
Maybe I should run, I'm only 21
Barely even know who I want to become
The first guy to ever like me back
I' m seconds away from a heart attack
How the hell did I fall in love this time?
I still cant imagine that i get to call you mine
I blinked and suddenly i had a Valentine