I Can't Go On This Way

Honor, trust, respect, devotion, friend*****p
Loyalty, karma, team, us, rock, solid(I cant go on this way)
The evil, damn
With no union and no benefits no dental plans
I cant eat off no 100 grand
I got cavities that need filin
You cant feed a ***** peanut chews
Now, put ya feet up in a ***** shoes
A lack of green a give a ***** blues
A sip of purple make ***** rude
Make a grown person speak his open tomb(I cant go on this way)
***** dat,
I cant do it man
We make this chips off this gift
That we curse with
And then my mind drift
Am I defeating the purpose
Cause you feel like *****t
When miss your sons first *****t
But who gone pay da bills supply
The meals no surplus
My baby, moma
Give me drama on the daily
Like she makin it barely
And my kids is eaten rarely man(I cant go on this way)
***** t, Im stressed out
Im going through it
I cant do it
If you put puppies in the oven
Do that make them biscuits
Put hungry dogs in the kitchen
Will they eat the kittens
Do you hear me or you listen?
Its a big difference
Do you catch the line of the hook
Or are you still fi*****n?
These are a couple questions
That I, need to be answered
Is these back woods
And ***** givin me cancer(I cant go on this way,ohh)
** ***t ! Im stressed out
Gone do it,
I cant do it
My moma say
I gotta nerve stress
Got her wakin up
In cold sweats
Im hard headed an owe
What make it worse
My lil brotha behind me
Blood pressure runnin
Like Harriet she cant handle it
I gotta screamin'Lord Jesus', like a hellya
Son Im tellin ya
Please dont make me bury ya(I cant go on this way, ohh)
Im stressed man
Im goin through it
I was taught to trust in,
AllahBut still tie up ya camel
Use your tongue as your sword
And your book as your ammo
But when those bullets start flyin
And you got *****s around you
And who you rely on on
Let them *****s surround you
*****t it make me fill like young
KeenthFrom the start
I was finished
How * ****s start wit finish
And begin wit a ending?(I cant go on this way, ohh)
Im stressed out
I cant take it no more man
Im movin ass backwards
With no forward progress
Feel asmatic like tread mills do from joggin
Stagnat runnin in place is tragic
My heart in the faith,
I dont practice
I still pray,
AllahForgive me for my actions
Cause I spit gangsta
Think Muslim and act kaffa( cant go on this way, ohh)
*****t I still gotta feed my youngins
And supply the hundred an, freeway
I cant wait until the rain turn to sun*****ne
Cause I hate to spend my life
My life, my life, my life
Duckin one time, free patrol the block
Get avoidin by the government avoid the spot
Cant wait till rain turn to sun*****ne
Cause I hate to spend
My life my life my life my life
Duckin the cops(I cant go on this way, ohh)
I fell you big homie young gunnas
Uh, straight from the ghetto to ghetto
Or from the youngest be the ghettoist ones, uh
Tryna make as much as we could
Tryna make it but they gone make it hard as much as they could
Thats why , thats why
Thats why
I hate em and dem crackers
Aint nothin wit out paper
They look at us wit nuffin and ah ah(I cant go on this way, ohh)
Came to far and
I aint goin backwards for nothin
I aint bein distracted by nothin
Migits size to dekemba
I aint back up from nothin
Moms still stressin
It aint the kids its the bills stressin
She hold it down on her own
She held me down at the crib
Hold me down when
Im goneShe held me down as a kid
Hold me down
When Im grown an, ah(I cant go on this way, ohh)
I choose not refuse
Not down on my own
No off da streets runnin
Wit da hottests lable in da industry
The hottest lable got an ** *** lot of enemies
So now, when
I go in baseline
A nice size rachet
To throw in waste line
I gotta make mine
Mom bills aint gettin paid in
Kids aint situated(I cant go on this way, ohh)
Yall gotta make a decision before us
Cause they way that we livin aint all good
Around the way
Where them hatin ass *****s dont like us
Despite them wegone do it regardless
But all this commotion they causin
I aint wit it
We aint wit it
They can get it all it takes is a call
And my dogs will be down let da rounds
Gotta admit though(I cant go on this way, ohh)
Someday gotta forget it though
Consequences for my sentence
Gotta forgive us though(I cant go on this way, ohh)