ordinary

I saw a vision of you,
(Today)
And I wont do anything to make you feel betrayed,
Cant find the time to look inside,
And realize that I cant hide,
I cant be me unless your there,
this situations so unfair,
I look at you and tell myself,
that your with me and no one else,
you need some help,
if not for you then for myself,
It hard,
(So hard)
To be,
(To be)
Honest with myself,
I need,
(Just need)
Some time,
(Some time)
So I can figure out,
So I wont be ordinary,
Ordinary,
I saw the mystery of you ,
(today)
and I dont,
treat everyone and everything that way,
Cant find the time to look inside
And realize that I cant hide,
I cant be me unless your there,
this situations so unfair,
I look at you and tell myself,
that your with me and no one else,
you need some help,
if not for you then for myself,
It hard,
(So hard)
To be,
(To be)
Honest with myself,
I need some time,
So I can figure out,
So I wont be ordinary,
I cant decide,
If Im alright,
I feel inside I need some help,
But Ill deny the things hide,
If not for you then for myself,
If not for you then for myself,
If not for you,
And I know theres better ways to be,
I know its not easy and its hard,
(So hard)
To be,
(To be)
honest with myself,
I need,
(Just need)
Some time,
(Some time)
So I can figure out,
So I wont be,
Ordinary,
So I wont be,
Ordinary,
So I wont be,
Ordinary